"What a woman must expect in life is good 'ard knocks and blows," she
said--"unless she can get a man to look arter her what's not of the
general kicking spirit. Take my advice, dearie! You marry Mr.
Robin!--as good a boy as ever breathed--he'll be a kind fond 'usband to
ye, and arter all that's what a woman thrives best on--kindness--an'
you've 'ad it all your life up to now--"
"Priscilla," interrupted Innocent, decidedly--"I cannot marry Robin!
You know I cannot! A poor nameless girl like me!--why, it would be a
shame to him in after-years. Besides, I don't love him--and it's
wicked to marry a man you don't love."
Priscilla smothered a sound between a grunt and a sigh.
"You talks a lot about love, child," she said--"but I'm thinkin' you
don't know much about it. Them old books an' papers you found up in the
secret room are full of nonsense, I'm pretty sure--an' if you believes
that men are always sighin' an' dyin' for a woman, you're
mistaken--yes, you are, lovey! They goes where they can be made most
comfortable--an' it don't matter what sort o' woman gives the comfort
so long as they gits it."
Innocent smiled, faintly.
"You don't know anything about it, Priscilla," she answered--"You were
never married."
"Thank the Lord and His goodness, no!" said Priscilla, with an emphatic
sniff--"I've never been troubled with the whimsies of a man, which is
worse than all the megrims of a woman any day. I've looked arter Mr.
Jocelyn in a way--but he's no sort of a man to worry about--he just
goes reglar to the farmin'--an' that's all--a decent creature always,
an' steady as his own oxen what pulls the plough. An' when he's gone,
if go he must, I'll look arter you an' Mr. Robin, an' please God, I'll
dance your babies on my old knees--" Here she broke off and turned her
head away. Innocent ran to her, surprised.
"Why, Priscilla, you're crying!" she exclaimed--"Don't do that! Why
should you cry?"
"Why indeed!" blubbered Priscilla--"Except that I'm a doiterin' fool! I
can't abear the thoughts of you turnin' yer back on the good that God
gives ye, an' floutin' Mr. Robin, who's the best sort o' man that ever
could fall to the lot of a little tender maid like you--why, lovey, you
don't know the wickedness o' this world, nor the ways of it--an' you
talks about love as if it was somethin' wonderful an' far away, when
here it is at yer very feet for the pickin' up! What's the good of all
they books ye've bin readin' if they don't teach ye that the old knight
you're fond of got so weary of the world that arter tryin' everythin'
in turn he found nothin' better than to marry a plain, straight country
wench and settle down in Briar Farm for all his days? Ain't that the
lesson he's taught ye?"
She paused, looking hopefully at the girl through her tears--but
Innocent's small fair face was pale and calm, though her eyes shone
with a brilliancy as of suppressed excitement.
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