Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
The significance of the material and spiritual changes which sometimes
overtake us are not very clear at the time. A sense of shock, a sense
of danger, and then apparently we subside to old ways, but the change
has come. Never again, here or elsewhere, will we be the same. Jennie
pondering after the subtle emotional turn which her evening’s
sympathetic expedition had taken, was lost in a vague confusion of
emotions. She had no definite realization of what social and physical
changes this new relationship to the Senator might entail. She was not
conscious as yet of that shock which the possibility of maternity, even
under the most favorable conditions, must bring to the average woman.
Her present attitude was one of surprise, wonder, uncertainty; and at
the same time she experienced a genuine feeling of quiet happiness.
Brander was a good man; now he was closer to her than ever. He loved
her. Because of this new relationship a change in her social condition
was to inevitably follow. Life was to be radically different from now
on—was different at this moment. Brander assured her over and over of
his enduring affection.
“I tell you, Jennie,” he repeated, as she was leaving, “I don’t want
you to worry. This emotion of mine got the best of me, but I’ll marry
you. I’ve been carried off my feet, but I’ll make it up to you. Go home
and say nothing at all. Caution your brother, if it isn’t too late.
Keep your own counsel, and I will marry you and take you away. I can’t
do it right now. I don’t want to do it here. But I’m going to
Washington, and I’ll send for you. And here”—he reached for his purse
and took from it a hundred dollars, practically all he had with him,
“take that. I’ll send you more tomorrow. You’re my girl now—remember
that. You belong to me.”
He embraced her tenderly.
She went out into the night, thinking. No doubt he would do as he said.
She dwelt, in imagination, upon the possibilities of a new and
fascinating existence. Of course he would marry her. Think of it! She
would go to Washington—that far-off place. And her father and
mother—they would not need to work so hard any more. And Bass, and
Martha—she fairly glowed as she recounted to herself the many ways in
which she could help them all.
A block away she waited for Brander, who accompanied her to her own
gate, and waited while she made a cautious reconnaissance. She slipped
up the steps and tried the door. It was open. She paused a moment to
indicate to her lover that she was safe, and entered. All was silent
within. She slipped to her own room and heard Veronica breathing. She
went quietly to where Bass slept with George. He was in bed, stretched
out as if asleep. When she entered he asked, “Is that you, Jennie?”
“Yes.”
“Where have you been?”
“Listen,” she whispered. “Have you seen papa and mamma?”
“Yes.”
“Did they know I had gone out?”
“Ma did. She told me not to ask after you. Where have you been?”
“I went to see Senator Brander for you.”
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