Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
It was the custom for Mr. Western to come down into the library
before breakfast, and there to receive his letters. On the morning
after Miss Altifiorla's departure he got one by which it may be said
that he was indeed astonished. It can seldom be the case that a
man shall receive a letter by which he is so absolutely lifted out
of his own world of ordinary contentment into another absolutely
different. And the world into which he was lifted was one black with
unintelligible storms and clouds. It was as though everything were
suddenly changed for him. The change was of a nature which altogether
unmanned him. Had he been ruined that would have been as nothing in
comparison. The death of no friend,--so he told himself in the first
moment of his misery,--could have so afflicted him. He read the
letter through twice and thrice, and then sat silent with it in his
hand thinking of it. There could be but one relief, but that relief
must surely be forthcoming. The letter could not be true. How to
account for its falsehood, how to explain to himself that such a
letter should have been written to him without any foundation for
it, without any basis on which such a story could be constructed, he
could not imagine to himself. But he resolved not to believe it. He
saw that were he to believe it, and to have believed it wrongly, the
offence given would be ineffable. He should never dare to look his
wife in the face again. It was at any rate infinitely safer for him
to disbelieve it. He sat there mute, immovable, without a change of
countenance, without even a frown on his brow, for a quarter of an
hour; and at the end of that time he got up and shook himself. It was
not true. Whatever might be the explanation, it could not be true.
There was some foul plot against his happiness; but whatever the
nature of the plot might be, he was sure that the story as told to
him in that letter was not true. And yet it was with a very heavy
heart that he rose and walked off to his wife's room.
The letter ran as follows:--
MY DEAR MR. WESTERN,--I think it is necessary that I
should allude to a former little incident in my past
life,--one that took place in the course of the last year
only,--to account for the visit which I made to your
house the other day, and which was not, I think, very
well taken. I have no reason to doubt but that you are
acquainted with all the circumstances. Indeed I look upon
it as impossible that you should not be so. But, taking
that for granted, I have to explain my own conduct.
It seems but the other day that Cecilia Holt and I were
engaged to be married.
Mr. Western, when he came to this passage, felt for a moment as
though he had received a bullet in his heart.
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