Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
She stood still holding the door open when she saw him there with the
letter in his hand. There was an instant certainty that the blow had
come and must be borne even should it kill her. It was as though she
were already crushed by the weight of it. Her own conduct appeared to
her black with all its enormity. Though there had been so little done
by her which was really amiss, yet she felt that she had been guilty
beyond the reach of pardon. Twelve months since she could have
declared that she knew herself so well as to be sure that she could
never tremble before anyone. But all that was changed with her.
Her very nature was changed. She felt as though she were a guilty,
discovered, and disgraced criminal. She stood perfectly still,
looking him in the face, but without a word.
And he! His perceptions were not quick as hers, and he still was
determined to disbelieve. "Cecilia!" he said, "I have got a letter."
And he passed on into the room. She followed him and stood with her
hand resting on the shoulder of the sofa. "I have got a letter from
Sir Francis Geraldine."
"What does Sir Francis Geraldine say of me?" she replied.
Had he been a man possessed of quick wit, he would have perceived
now that the letter was true. There was confession in the very tone
of her voice. But he had come there determined that it was not true,
determined at any rate to act as though it were not true; and it was
necessary that he should go through the game as he had arranged to
play it. "It is a base letter," he said. "A foul, lying letter. But
there is some plot in it of which I know nothing. You can perhaps
explain the plot."
"Maybe the letter is true," she said standing there, not submissive
before him, but still utterly miserable in her guilt.
"It is untrue. It cannot possibly be true. It contains a damnable
lie. He says that twelve months since you were engaged to him as his
wife. Why does he lie like that?" She stood before him quite quiet
without the change of a muscle of her face. "Do you understand the
meaning of it all?"
"Oh, yes."
"What is the meaning? Speak to me and explain it."
"I was engaged to marry Sir Francis Geraldine just before I knew you.
It was broken off and then we went upon the Continent. There I met
you. Oh, George, I have loved you so well! I do love you so truly."
As she spoke she endeavoured to take his hand in hers. She made that
one effort to be tender in obedience to her conscience, but as she
made it she knew that it would be in vain.
He rejected her hand, without violence indeed but still with an
assured purpose, and walked away from her to the further side of the
chamber. "It is true then?"
"Yes; it is true. Why should it not be true?"
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