Feminist fiction, Australian; Sex role -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian; Women -- Fiction
Well, ten days passed. Sometimes we met at breakfast, sometimes at
supper; sometimes we fished together, or sat in the straggling orchard
and talked; she neither avoided me nor sought me. She is the most
charming mixture of child and woman I ever met; she is a dual creature.
Now, I never met that in a man. When she is here, without getting a
letter in the morning or going to town, she seems like a girl; she runs
about in her gray gown and little cap, and laughs, and seems to throw
off all thought like an irresponsible child; she is eager to fish, or
pick cherries and eat them daintily, or sit under the trees and talk.
But when she goes to town (I notice she always goes when she gets a
lawyer's letter; there is no mistaking the envelope) she comes home
tired and haggard-looking, an old woman of thirty-five. I wonder why.
It takes her, even with her elasticity of temperament, nearly a day to
get young again. I hate her to go to town; it is extraordinary how I
miss her! I can't recall, when she is absent, her saying anything very
wonderful; but she converses all the time. She has a gracious way of
filling the place with herself; there is an entertaining quality in
her very presence. We had one rainy afternoon; she tied me some flies
(I sha'n't use any of them). I watched the lights in her hair as she
moved,--it is quite golden in some places; and she has a tiny mole
near her left ear, and another on her left wrist. On the eleventh day
she got a letter; but she didn't go to town, she stayed up in her room
all day. Twenty times I felt inclined to send her a line, but I had no
excuse. I heard the landlady say as I passed the kitchen window, "Poor
dear! I'm sorry to lose her!" Lose her? I should think not. It has
come to this with me, that I don't care to face any future without her;
and yet I know nothing about her, not even if she is a free woman. I
shall find that out the next time I see her. In the evening I catch a
glimpse of her gown in the orchard, and I follow her. We sit down near
the river. Her left hand is lying gloveless next me in the grass.
"Do you think from what you have seen of me that I would ask a question
out of any mere impertinent curiosity?"
She starts. "No, I do not!"
I take up her hand and touch the ring. "Tell me, does this bind you to
any one?"
I am conscious of a buzzing in my ears and a dancing blur of water and
sky and trees, as I wait--it seems to me an hour--for her reply. I felt
the same sensation once before, when I got drawn into some rapids and
had an awfully narrow shave; but of that another time.
The voice is shaking. "I am not legally bound to any one, at least; but
why do you ask?" She looks me square in the face as she speaks, with a
touch of haughtiness I never saw in her before.
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