I had but just finished my gruel when the Superior came back and desired
me to go up stairs and help tie a mad nun. I think she did this simply
for the purpose of giving me a quiet lesson in convent life, and showing
me the consequences of resistance or disobedience. She must have known
that I was altogether incapable of giving the assistance she pretended
to ask. But I followed her as fast as possible, and when she saw how
difficult it was for me to get up stairs, she walked slowly and gave me
all the time I wished for. She led me into a small room and closed the
door. There I beheld a scene that called forth my warmest sympathy,
and at the same time excited feelings of indignation that will never be
subdued while reason retains her throne. In the center of the room sat
a young girl, who could not have been more than sixteen years old; and a
face and form of such perfect symmetry, such surpassing beauty, I never
saw. She was divested of all her clothing except one under-garment, and
her hands and feet securely tied to the chair on which she sat. A priest
stood beside her, and as we entered he bade us assist him in removing
the beds from the bedstead. They then took the nun from her chair and
laid her on the bedcord. They desired me to assist them, but my heart
failed me. I could not do it, for I was sure they were about to kill
her; and as I gazed upon those calm, expressive features, so pale and
sad, yet so perfectly beautiful, I felt that it would be sacrilege for
me to raise my hand against nature's holiest and most exquisite work. I
therefore assured them that I was too weak to render the assistance they
required. At first they attempted to compel me to do it; but, finding
that I was really very weak, and unwilling to use what strength I had,
they at length permitted me to stand aside. When they extended the poor
girl on the cord, she said, very quietly, "I am not mad, and you know
that I am not." To this no answer was given, but they calmly proceeded
with their fiendish work. One of them tied her feet, while the other
fastened a rope across her neck in such a way that if she attempted to
raise her head it would strangle her. The rope was then fastened under
the bedcord, and two or three times over her person. Her arms were
extended, and fastened in the same way. As she lay thus, like a lamb
bound for the sacrifice, she looked up at her tormentors and said, "Will
the Lord permit me to die in this cruel way?" The priest immediately
exclaimed, in an angry tone, "Stop your talk, you mad woman!" and
turning to me, he bade me go back to the kitchen. It is probable he saw
the impression on my mind was not just what they desired, therefore he
hurried me away.
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