As soon as Jesus emerged from the water He went into the desert. From
the multitude to solitude! Until then He had lived among the waters and
the fields of Galilee and in the green meadows along the Jordan. Now He
went up on the rocky mountains whence no springs arise, where no seed
sprouts, where the only living creatures are snakes. Until then He had
lived among the working men of Nazareth, among John’s penitents; now He
goes up on the solitary mountains where no human face is seen, where no
human voice is heard. The New Man puts the desert between himself and
humanity.
The person who says, “woe to the solitary!” only gives the measure of
his own cowardice. Society is a sacrifice, meritorious in proportion to
its hardness. For those rich in soul, solitude is a prize and not an
expiation, a period of sure value, a time when inner beauty is created,
a reconciliation with the absent. Only in solitude do we live with our
peers, with those solitary souls who think the great-hearted thoughts
which console us in the absence of other consolations.
The people who cannot endure solitude are the mediocre and the mean.
They have nothing to offer, they are afraid of themselves, of their own
emptiness. They are condemned to the eternal solitude of their own
minds, a desolate inner desert where the poisonous plants of waste lands
are the only things to grow. They are restless, unquiet, dejected when
they cannot forget themselves in others, deafen themselves with the
words of others. They delude themselves with the factitious life of
others who are in their turn deluded by it. They cannot live without
mingling, a passive atom, in the streams which overflow every morning
from the sewers of the cities.
Jesus lived among men and He was to return among men because He loved
them. But in the years to come He often hid Himself, to be alone, far
even from His disciples. To love men, you need from time to time to
depart from them: far from them, we draw near to them. The small soul
remembers only the evil they have done him. His night is restless with
bitterness and his mouth poisoned with anger. The great soul remembers
benefits alone, and thankful for a few good deeds, forgets the great
evils he has endured. Even those which were not pardoned at the moment
are blotted out from his heart, and having renewed his original love for
his brothers, he goes back to men.
For Jesus these forty days of solitude are the last of His preparation.
For forty years the Jewish people (prophetic symbol of Christ) wandered
in the desert before entering into the kingdom promised by God. For
forty days Moses remained close to God to hear His laws; for forty days
Elijah wandered in the desert fleeing the vengeance of the wicked queen.
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