“I suppose they were frightened,” asked Mae, “at home--at Rome, I mean.”
“Dreadfully,” replied Norman, trying to be sober, but with the glad ring
in his voice still. “Edith was for dragging the Tiber; she was sure
you and the seven-branched candlestick lay side by side. Mrs. Jerrold
searched your trunks and read all your private papers, I am morally
certain.” Then Norman stopped abruptly, and Mae drew the long stiletto
from her hair nervously and played with it before she said, “And the
boys?” “Albert was very, very sad, but reasonably sure you would be
found. We all feared the Italian, but Albert worked carefully, and soon
discovered that the officer was said to be engaged to a young girl
with whom he had been seen the day after you left, and that gave him
courage,”--then Norman stopped again abruptly. “And Eric?” “Eric sat
down with his face in his hands and cried, Miss Mae, and said, ‘I’ve
lost my sister, the very dearest little sister in the world.’”
“And you came and found me,” said Mae, after a pause, wiping the tears
from her eyes. “Yes, thank God,” said Norman. He was sober enough now.
“Why did you do it?” asked Mae, “when I had been so naughty, and silly,
and unkind?” He came very near telling her the reason as she looked up
at him, but he did not, for she dashed on, “O! Mr. Mann, I have been--”
“Don’t confess to me, Miss Mae. Leave all of this till you get home to
your own, who have a right to your confessions and penitence. Never
mind what you have been, here you are, and as I have only one more
handkerchief and your own looks as if it had been sea-bathing, you had
better dry your eyes and be jolly for the next two hours.” This was
a precarious speech, but Mae only laughed at it, and dried her eyes
quickly. “But I have one thing to say to you,” she said, “and please
mayn’t I?”
“You may say anything you please to me, of course,” replied this very
magnanimous Norman.
“It is not about the miserable past or my doings, but it’s about the
future. I’ve said good-bye to my dreams of life--the floating and waving
and singing and dancing life that was like iced champagne. I’d rather
have cold water, thank you, sir, for a steady drink, morning, noon and
night. I’m going to be good, to read and study and grow restful,”--and
Mae folded her hands and looked off toward the sea. “She’s a witching
child,” thought Norman. Then she raised her head. “I said it lightly
because I felt it deeply,” she added, as if in reply to his thought. “I
am going to grow, if I can, unselfish and sympathetic, and perhaps, who
knows, wise, and any way good.”
“There is no need of giving up your champagne entirely. Give yourself
a dinner party now and then o’ holidays. The world is full of color and
beauty, and poetry you love. All study is full of it--most of all it
lives in humanity.”
“Well,” said Mae, “aren’t you glad I’m going to change so?”
“I’m glad you’re going to give your soul a chance. Your body has been
putting it down hard of late.”
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