“‘Hang the world, we said,’ observed Smith, ‘and the world is hanged.
“He has hanged the world upon nothing,” says the Bible. Do you like
being hanged upon nothing? I’m going to be hanged upon something
myself. I’m going to swing for you... Dear, tender old phrase,’ he
murmured; ‘never true till this moment. I am going to swing for you.
For you, dear friend. For your sake. At your express desire.’
“‘Help!’ cried the Warden of Brakespeare College; ‘help!’
“‘The puppy struggles,’ said the undergraduate, with an eye of pity,
‘the poor puppy struggles. How fortunate it is that I am wiser and
kinder than he,’ and he sighted his weapon so as exactly to cover the
upper part of Eames’s bald head.
“‘Smith,’ said the philosopher with a sudden change to a sort of
ghastly lucidity, ‘I shall go mad.’
“‘And so look at things from the right angle,’ observed Smith, sighing
gently. ‘Ah, but madness is only a palliative at best, a drug. The only
cure is an operation—an operation that is always successful: death.’
“As he spoke the sun rose. It seemed to put colour into everything,
with the rapidity of a lightning artist. A fleet of little clouds
sailing across the sky changed from pigeon-gray to pink. All over the
little academic town the tops of different buildings took on different
tints: here the sun would pick out the green enameled on a pinnacle,
there the scarlet tiles of a villa; here the copper ornament on some
artistic shop, and there the sea-blue slates of some old and steep
church roof. All these coloured crests seemed to have something oddly
individual and significant about them, like crests of famous knights
pointed out in a pageant or a battlefield: they each arrested the eye,
especially the rolling eye of Emerson Eames as he looked round on the
morning and accepted it as his last. Through a narrow chink between a
black timber tavern and a big gray college he could see a clock with
gilt hands which the sunshine set on fire. He stared at it as though
hypnotized; and suddenly the clock began to strike, as if in personal
reply. As if at a signal, clock after clock took up the cry: all the
churches awoke like chickens at cockcrow. The birds were already noisy
in the trees behind the college. The sun rose, gathering glory that
seemed too full for the deep skies to hold, and the shallow waters
beneath them seemed golden and brimming and deep enough for the thirst
of the gods. Just round the corner of the College, and visible from his
crazy perch, were the brightest specks on that bright landscape, the
villa with the spotted blinds which he had made his text that night. He
wondered for the first time what people lived in them.
“Suddenly he called out with mere querulous authority, as he might have
called to a student to shut a door.
“‘Let me come off this place,’ he cried; ‘I can’t bear it.’
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