“Anyway I stood before them and smiled. ‘Your guest and I have got into
a jam because of a series of absurd accidents that perhaps did not look
like accidents and now I have asked her to marry me. She has not made
up her mind about that,’ I said, speaking very formally and turning
from them and going out of the house and to my father’s house where I
quite calmly got my overcoat, my hat and my bag. ‘I’ll have to go to
the hotel and stay until father and mother come home,’ I thought. At
any rate I knew that the affairs of the evening would not, as I had
supposed earlier in the evening, throw me into a time of illness.”
III
“I do not mean to say that after that evening I did think more clearly,
but after that day and its adventures other days and weeks did come
marching along and, as nothing specially happened as a result of what I
had done, I couldn’t stay in the half-exalted state I was in then.”
John Webster rolled over on the floor at his daughter’s feet and,
squirming about so that he lay on his belly facing her, looked up into
her face. He had his elbows on the floor and his chin rested on his two
hands. There was something diabolically strange about the way youth had
come into his figure and he had quite won his way with his daughter.
There he was, you see, wanting nothing specially from her and he was
wholeheartedly giving himself to her. For the time even Natalie was
forgotten and as for his wife, in the next room lying on the bed and
perhaps in her dumb way suffering as he had never suffered, to him at
the moment she simply did not exist.
Well, there was the woman, who was his daughter, before him and he was
giving himself to her. It is likely that at the moment he had quite
forgotten she was his daughter. He was thinking now of his youth, when
he was a young man, much perplexed by life, and was seeing her as a
young woman who would inevitably, and as she went along through life,
often be as perplexed as he had been. He tried to describe to her his
feelings as a young man who had proposed to a woman who had made no
answer and in whom nevertheless there was the perhaps romantic notion
that he was in some queer way inevitably and finally attached to that
particular woman.
“You see what I did then, Jane, is something you will perhaps find
yourself doing some day and that it may be inevitable every one does.”
He reached forward and taking his daughter’s bare foot in his hand drew
it to him and kissed it. Then he sat quickly upright holding his knees
in his arms. Something like a blush came swiftly over his daughter’s
face and then she began to look at him with very serious puzzled eyes.
He smiled gaily.
“And so you see, there I was, living right here in this very town and
that girl to whom I had proposed marriage had gone away and I had heard
nothing more from her. She only stayed at my friend’s house a day or
two after I had managed to make the beginning of her visit such a
startling affair.
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