She watched his closed eyes, weeping all the time, and heaping the best
of names and the highest of praise on him--in English. The words in the
foreign language seemed to belong to an earlier time; Mary knelt by her
father, taking them all in. They told of the days which the two old
people had spent together. Each a lament, each an expression of
gratitude, they recalled his friendly words, his kind looks, his gifts,
his forbearance. They flowed abundant and warm, uttered with the
fearlessness of a good conscience; for Mrs. Dawes had tried, as far as
it lay in her power, to be to him what he was to her. The more precious
the words poured forth in her father's honour over Mary's head, the
poorer did they make her feel. For she had been so little to him. Oh,
how she repented! oh, how she despaired!
Jörgen Thiis appeared outside the door just as she was rising to her
feet. She stooped again, picked up the letter, and was about to give it
to him, when Mrs. Dawes, who had also seen him, asked him to help her to
her room; she must go to bed. "God only knows if I shall ever get up
again! If this is the end with him, it is the end with me too."
Jörgen at once raised the heavy body from the chair and staggered slowly
off, supporting it. In Mrs. Dawes's room he rang for a maid; then he
went back to Mary. She was standing motionless, holding the letter,
which she now handed to him.
He read it carefully and turned pale; for a time he was quite overcome;
Mary went a few steps towards him, but this he did not see.
"This has been the cause of the shock," she said.
"Of course," whispered Jörgen, without looking at her. Presently he left
the room.
Mary remained alone with her father. His sweet, gentle face called to
her; she threw herself down beside him again and sobbed. For him whom
she loved best she had done least. Perhaps only because he never drew
attention to himself?
She did not leave him until the doctor came, and with him the nurse.
Then she went to Mrs. Dawes.
Mrs. Dawes was ill and in despair. Mary tried to comfort her, but she
interrupted passionately: "I have been too well off. I have felt too
secure. Now misfortune is at hand."
Mary started, for the thought had been in her own heart all the time.
"You are losing us both, poor child! And the money too!"
Mary did not like her mentioning the money. Mrs. Dawes felt this and
said:
"You don't understand me, my poor child! It is not your fault, it is
ours. We gave in to you too much. But you behaved so badly if we did
not."
Mary looked up, startled: "I behaved badly?"
"I spoke to your father, child; I spoke to him on the subject often. But
he was so tender-hearted; he always found some excuse."
Jörgen entered with the doctor.
"If any complication arises, Miss Krog, the worst may happen."
"Will he be paralysed?" asked Mrs. Dawes.
The doctor evaded the question; he merely said: "Quiet is all
important."
Silence followed this utterance.
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