May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming peopleArlen, Michael
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May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming people
Arlen, Michael
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“He came to see me soon after I had settled in London. I told him I was
studying acting at the Academy of Dramatic Arts, and also I told him
that I loved him. Of course, I wouldn’t have told him that if he hadn’t
asked me. But I thought I did. I was only nineteen and a bit, and he was
so strong and serious, and as fair as you are dark, and when he was
almost too serious to speak the tip of his nose would quiver in a lovely
funny way.
“That was the last time I saw George, but this evening I am to see him
again. You see, that was on the first of May five years ago, and George
and I swore a great oath. George said he was off to America to make his
fortune, but that in five years to the day he would be waiting for me at
the Savoy Hotel at eight o’clock to give me dinner and hear me say that
I would marry him. We chose a grand place like the Savoy Hotel because
of course George would have made his fortune by then. George added that
he had no ambitions for himself, he wouldn’t mind being just a farmer,
but that he would work for me. I said that was a very good idea, for men
should be ambitious and imperious, marching into history with clear
heads and brave thoughts and clean eyes.
“I said I would keep myself free for him. I promised him that just as he
was going away, and you should have seen how happy his eyes were and
how the tip of his nose quivered! And now I have to see him in a few
minutes’ time, and what shall I say to him?
“I was a failure on the stage. I am a failure even as a girl in a shop.
I am a failure in everything but my dreams. My childish ambitions have
withered, and you would think I had learnt such a lesson that I wouldn’t
have any more, but now I have the largest ambition in the world. I would
like very much to be happy. That is why I have been wondering all to-day
and for how many days what I would say to George this evening. You see,
I wasn’t really in love with him even when I made my promise, I knew
that in my heart even then. My promise was just one of those
important-looking flowers that are wrung out of the soil of pity. And my
business in life from now onwards, dear stranger, will be to keep that
hidden from my husband. But of course I will get used to disenchantment,
just like everyone else, and the time will come when I will wonder at
myself for talking to you like this, and the time will come when I, like
everyone else, will die with the sick heart of one who has never
fulfilled herself. And now I must go, for it is close on eight o’clock.”
“Of course,” said the lean young man thoughtfully, “he might, for some
reason we can’t tell, not keep his appointment. And then----”
“And then, and then, and then!” sang Miss Wych, but she added gravely:
“But oh, he will! George is a good man and a determined man. Failure or
success, he will be there.”
The fires burnt low in the west. They walked towards the gates of the
Park. Miss Wych counted four stars in the sky.
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