“I am afraid she is very ill,” said Marjory, gravely; “and very weak.”
“Oh, it’s no her health I’m thinking of. She’s all that; but though
Death is awful in a house, I’m no one that would put a dying creature to
the door. It’s other things. We’re decent folk--and never have had a
clash or a story about one of us, as long as I can mind. Am I right in
keeping the like of her in my house?”
“But why the like of her?” said Marjory. “She seems to me a little
saint.” She thought for the moment that the poor girl’s most innocent
“doubts” had affected, perhaps, some one of Scotland’s rigidly orthodox
critics, and that this was the result.
“Oh, dinna say it--dinna say that! I think so myself when I look at her,
and when I hear her speak; but oh, mem, though she’s very good in
words--the thing I cannot get over is--that bairn.”
“What bairn?” cried Marjory, aghast.
“Did they no tell you? I thought they would; for it’s no right to let a
leddy come without hearing. It’s like deceiving a minister. Ay, mem,
that’s just it. Poor thing, she has had a bairn.”
It would be impossible to tell the revulsion of feeling with which
Marjory received this news. She gazed aghast at her questioner, she
coloured as deeply as if she herself had been the guilty person, and
finally she turned and fled homeward without reply. To such a question,
what answer could be made.
“I cannot advise you, I cannot advise you!” she cried. She put her hands
to her ears, that she might not hear more. She quickened her steps,
stumbling over the grass. Was there then nothing in the world which
could be accepted honestly, as pure and true, without horrors of
questioning and investigation? When she had gone half the way, Marjory
sank down on the turf, and covered her face with her hands, and wept
bitter tears of grief and mortification. Her very heart was sick. After
all her new friend was nothing to her--the chance acquaintance of an
hour--a girl in a totally different sphere, where such sins were
differently thought of; and yet, this new disappointment seemed somehow
to chime in with the irritation of the previous night. Perhaps it was
her nerves which were affected. Pain and shame, and a sensation of
wounded and outraged feeling, such as she had never known before,
overwhelmed her being. Was there nothing real--nothing reliable--nothing
to be trusted in this whole miserable, sinful world?
CHAPTER VIII.
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