For inevitable she felt it was at last. As each day went by it grew
harder and harder for the man to contain himself. Fighting desperately
against it every hour, immersing himself as much as he could in the
petty fiddling details of the office and the Victualing Yard so as to
keep the fierce impulse under due control, Michael Trevennack yet found
the mad mood within him more and more ungovernable with each week that
went by. As he put it to his own mind he could feel his wings growing
as if they must burst through the skin; he could feel it harder and
ever harder as time went on to conceal the truth, to pretend he was a
mere man, when he knew himself to be really the Prince of the
Archangels, to busy himself about contracts for pork, and cheese, and
biscuits, when he could wing his way boldly over sea and land, or
stand forth before the world in gorgeous gear, armed as of yore in the
adamant and gold of his celestial panoply!
So Michael Trevennack thought in his own seething soul. But that
strong, brave woman, his wife, bearing her burden unaided, and watching
him closely day and night with a keen eye of mingled love and fear,
could see that the madness was gaining on him gradually. Oftener and
oftener now did he lose himself in his imagined world; less and less
did he tread the solid earth beneath us. Mrs. Trevennack had by this
time but one anxious care left in life--to push on as fast as possible
Cleer and Eustace's marriage.
But difficulties intervened, as they always WILL intervene in this
work-a-day world of ours. First of all there were formalities about the
appointment itself. Then, even when all was arranged, Eustace found he
had to go north in person, shortly after Christmas, and set to work
with a will at putting his plan into practical shape for contractor and
workmen. And as soon as he got there he saw at once he must stick at it
for six months at least before he could venture to take a short holiday
for the sake of getting married. Engineering is a very absorbing trade;
it keeps a man day and night at the scene of his labors.
Storm or flood at any moment may ruin everything. It would be prudent
too, Eustace thought, to have laid by a little more for household
expenses, before plunging into the unknown sea of matrimony; and though
Mrs. Trevennack, flying full in the face of all matronly respect for
foresight in young people, urged him constantly to marry, money or no
money, and never mind about a honeymoon, Eustace stuck to his point and
determined to take no decisive step till he saw how the work was
turning out in Wharfedale. It was thus full August of the succeeding
year before he could fix a date definitely; and then, to Cleer's great
joy, he named a day at last, about the beginning of September.
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