American fiction -- 19th century; Love stories; Romance fiction, American
Her moral condition was so far improved, however, that she did not
visit her small miseries upon her aunts, as she would have done
in the olden days. Her behavior was really creditable, under the
circumstances. She played chess with Miss Clarissa in the evening, or
read aloud, or sung for them, and began to take a whimsical pleasure in
their delight at her condescension. They were so easily delighted, that
she felt many a sting of shame at her former delinquencies. She had an
almost morbid longing “to be good,” like Georgie, and she practiced
this being “good” upon the three spinsters, with a persistence at which
she herself both laughed and cried when she was alone. Her first letter
to Georgie puzzled the girl indescribably, and yet touched her somehow.
She, who believed her beloved Lisbeth to be perfect among women, could
not quite understand the psychological crisis through which she was
passing, and yet could not fail to feel that something unusual was
happening.
“I take Aunt Clarissa’s medicine with a mild regularity which alarms
her,” the letter announced. “She thinks I must be going into a
consumption, and tearfully consults Dr. Puddifoot in private. The cook
is ordered to prepare particularly nourishing soups for dinner, and if
my appetite is not something startling, everybody turns pale. And yet
all this does not seem to me as good a joke as it would have done years
ago. I see another side to it. I wonder how it is that they can be so
fond of me. For my part, I am sure I could never have been fond of
Lisbeth Crespigny.”
CHAPTER XIX.
AND THAT WAS THE END OF IT.
The roses fell, one by one, in Miss Clarissa’s flower beds, and so
at last did the palest autumn-bloom; the leaves dropped from the
trees, and the winds from the sea began to blow across the sands,
in chilly gusts. But Lisbeth stayed bravely on. Rainy days dragged
by wearily enough, and cold ones made their appearance, but she did
not give up even when Mrs. Despard wondered, and Georgie implored in
weekly epistles. The winter routine of the Tregarthyn household was
not exciting, but it was a sort of safeguard. Better dullness than
something worse! Perhaps, in time, by spring, it might be different.
And yet she could not say that she found her state of mind improving.
And as to her body--well, Miss Clarissa might well sigh over her in
secret. If she had been pale and thin before, she had not gained flesh
and color. She persisted in her long walks in desperation, and came
home after them, looking haggard and hollow-eyed. She wandered about
the garden, in self-defense, and was no less tired. She followed Dr.
Puddifoot’s directions to the letter, and, to the Misses Tregarthyn’s
dismay, was not improved. In fact, as that great man, Dr. Puddifoot,
observed, “Something was radically wrong.”
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