United States -- History -- French and Indian War, 1754-1763 -- Fiction
I do not know that I was cool enough to measure rightly the space of
the silence that ensued, but it seemed a long one. The woman stood
very still. A star fell slanting from the mid-sky, and I watched it
slip behind the horizon. The woman's head was high, and I knew that
she was thinking. It troubled me that she could think at such a time.
"Mademoiselle"--I began.
"Wait!" she interrupted. She raised her hand, and her fingers looked
carven white in the moonlight, though by daylight they were brown.
"Monsieur, you watched the star. It went into the unknown,--a way so
wide and terrible that we may not follow it even in thought. We live
alone with majestic forces,--forests greater than an empire, unmapped
waters, and strange, savage men. We are pygmies; yet, if we have
spirit we can grow into some measure of the greatness and inflexibility
around us. Monsieur, when you asked me--what you asked me now--you
were thinking of France and its standards. Of little, tidy, hedged-in
France. You were not---- Oh, monsieur, I am sorry you asked me that
question. Of course I answer 'no,' but--but I am sorry that you asked
it."
I went to her. "You are cold. Come with me to the fire. Come. The
men are asleep by this time. Mademoiselle, your spirit is steel and
fire, but your body betrays you. You are shivering and afraid.
Yet---- Well, mademoiselle, pygmies or giants, whichever we may be, we
must not scorn counsel. You once called us partners. On that basis,
will you listen to me now?"
"But you must not"----
"Mademoiselle, on that basis will you listen to me now?"
"Yes."
"Then come." I led her to the warmth, and placed her snugly, with logs
to pillow her and her face away from the sleeping men. Then I sat
beside her. But my speech had left me. I had no reasons, no
persuasions at my tongue.
"Father Nouvel is at the islands," I said. "Mademoiselle, you must
marry me. You must."
"Why 'must,' monsieur?"
"We cannot travel in this way."
"A week ago you thought it possible."
"I had not tried it then. It will not do."
"Monsieur, what has gone wrong?"
I took out my hunting knife and tried its edge.
"My mind," I answered savagely. "Mademoiselle, I may, as you say, have
tidy, circumscribed France behind my thought, but---- Well,
mademoiselle, I was brought up to certain observances in regard to a
woman. And I cannot forget you are a woman. When the men speak
roughly to you I put my hand on my sword."
"I have seen you, monsieur."
"And so I lose much thought and time conquering my anger. It fills my
thought. When I taught you Indian verbs the other day the rain dripped
from your hair. And I sat like a clod. What could I do? I could not
shelter you for fear of rousing suspicion in the men. Mademoiselle, I
cannot stand it. I must let the men know that you are a woman. And
then I must marry you when we reach Father Nouvel."
She rose. "Monsieur, you must send me back to Montreal."
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