Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"Yes--that is real repentance," exclaimed Angus, interrupting her.
"Common sense, even without Gospel light, tells one that it must be
good. Christabel--may I call you Christabel?--just for this one isolated
half-hour of life--here in Pentargon Bay? You shall be Miss Courtenay
directly we leave this spot."
"Call me what you please. I don't think it matters very much," faltered
Christabel, blushing deeply.
"But it makes all the difference to me. Christabel, I can't tell you how
sweet it is to me just to pronounce your name. If--if--I could call you
by that name always, or by a name still nearer and dearer. But you must
judge. Give me half-an-hour--half-an-hour of heartfelt earnest truth on
my side, and pitying patience on yours. Christabel, my past life has not
been what a stainless Christian would call a good life. I have not been
so bad as Tristan. I have violated no sacred charge--betrayed no
kinsman. I suppose I have been hardly worse than the common run of
young men, who have the means of leading an utterly useless life. I have
lived selfishly, unthinkingly--caring for my own pleasure--with little
thought of anything that was to come afterwards, either on earth or in
heaven. But all that is past and done with. My wild oats are sown; I
have had enough of youth and folly. When I came to Cornwall the other
day I thought that I was on the threshold of middle age, and that middle
age could give me nothing but a few years of pain and weariness.
But--behold a miracle!--you have given me back my youth--youth and hope,
and a desire for length of days, and a passionate yearning to lead a
new, bright, stainless life. You have done all this, Christabel. I love
you as I never thought it possible to love! I believe in you as I never
before believed in woman--and yet--and yet----"
He paused, with a long heartbroken sigh, clasped the girl's hand, which
had been straying idly among the faded heather, and pressed it to his
lips.
"And yet I dare not ask you to be my wife. Shall I tell you why?"
"Yes, tell me," she faltered, her cheeks deadly pale, her lowered
eyelids heavy with tears.
"I told you I was like Achilles, doomed to an early death. You remember
with what pathetic tenderness Thetis speaks of her son,
'Few years are thine, and not a lengthened term;
At once to early death and sorrows doomed
Beyond the lot of man!'
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