My Wife and I; Or, Harry Henderson's HistoryStowe, Harriet Beecher
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My Wife and I; Or, Harry Henderson's History
Stowe, Harriet Beecher
American fiction -- 19th century; Courtship -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Romance fiction
She was gifted by nature with wonderful beauty, and beauty of that
peculiar style that stirs the senses of the poetical and the ideal; her
gentle approbativeness, and the graceful facility of her manner, were
such as not at least to destroy the visions which her beauty created. In
a quiet way she enjoyed being adored--made love to, but she never
overstepped the bounds of strict propriety. She received me with
graciousness, and I really think found something in my society which was
agreeably stimulating to her. I was somewhat out of the common track of
her adorers; my ardor and enthusiasm gave her a new emotion. I wrote
poems to her, which she read with a graceful pensiveness and laid away
among her trophies in her private writing-desk. I called her my star, my
inspiration, my light, and she beamed down on me with a pensive purity.
"Yes, she was delighted to have me read Tennyson to her," and many an
hour when I should have been studying, I was lounging in the little
front parlor of the Brown house, fancying myself Sir Galahad, and
reading with emotion, how his "blade was strong, because his heart was
pure;" and Miss Ellery murmured "How lovely!" and I was in paradise.
And then there came wonderful moonlight evenings--evenings when every
leaf stirring had a penciled reproduction flickering in light and shade
on the turf; and we walked together under arches of elm trees, and I
talked and quoted poetry; and she listened and assented in the sweetest
manner possible. All my hopes, my plans, my dreams, my speculations, my
philosophies, came out to sun themselves under the magic of those
lustrous eyes. Her replies and utterances were greatly in disproportion
to mine; but I received them, and made much of them, as of old the
priests of Delphi did with those of the inspired maiden. There must be
deep meaning in it all, because she was a priestess; and I was not
backward to supply it.
I have often endeavored to analyze the sources of the illusion cast over
men by such characters as that of Miss Ellery. In their case the
instinctive action of approbativeness assumes the semblance of human
sympathy, and brings them for the time being into the life-sphere, and
under the influence, of any person whom they wish to please, so that
they with a temporary sincerity reflect back the ideas and feelings of
others. There is just the same illusive sort of charm in this reflection
of our own thoughts and emotions from another mind, as there is in the
reflection of objects in a placid lake. There is no warmth and no
reality to it; and yet, for the time being, it is often the most
entrancing thing in the world, and gives back to you the glow of your
own heart, the fervor of your imagination, and even every little flower
of fancy, and twig of feeling, with a wonderful faithfulness of
reproduction.
It is not real sympathy, because, like the image in the lake, it is only
there when you are present; and when you are away, reflects with equal
facility the next comer.
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