Naval Occasions, and Some Traits of the Sailor-manBartimeus
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Naval Occasions, and Some Traits of the Sailor-man
Bartimeus
Great Britain -- History, Naval -- 20th century -- Fiction; Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Sailors -- Fiction; Sea stories, English
After a while he closed his left eye and looked cautiously round the
room. The tops of objects appeared indistinctly out of a grey mist. It
was like looking at a partly fogged negative. He closed his right eye
and repeated the process with the other. His field of vision was clear
then, except for a speck of grey fog that hung threateningly in the
upper left-hand corner.
By dinner-time he could see nothing with the right eye, and the fog had
closed on half the left eye’s vision.
At tea-time he called the Sister on duty—
"My eyes—hurt ... frightfully." Thus the Periwinkle, striving to hedge
with Destiny.
"Do they?" sympathised the Sister. "I’ll tell the Surgeon when he comes
round to-night, and he’ll give you something for them. I shouldn’t read
for the present if I were you."
The Periwinkle smiled grimly, as if she had made a joke, and lay back,
every nerve in his body strung to breaking-point.
"Can’t see, eh?" The visiting Surgeon who leaned over his bed a few
hours later looked at him from under puzzled brows. "Can’t see—d’you
mean...." He picked up an illustrated paper, holding it about a yard
away, and pointed to a word in block type: "What’s this word?"
The Periwinkle stared past him with a face like a flint. "I can’t see
the paper. I can’t see you ... or the room, or—or—anything.... I’m
blind." His voice trembled.
To the terror by night that followed was added physical pain past
anything he had experienced or imagined in his short life. It almost
amazed him that anything could hurt so much and not rob him of
consciousness. The next room held a sufferer who raved in delirium:
cursing, praying, and shrieking alternately. The tortured voice rose in
the stillness of the night to a howl, and the Periwinkle set his teeth
grimly. He was not alone in torment, but his was still the power to
meet it like a man.
By the end of a week the pain had left him. At intervals during this
period he was guided to a dark room—for the matter of that, all rooms
were dark to him—and unseen beings bandied strange technicalities about
his ears. "Optic neuritis ... retrobulbar ... atrophy." The words
meant nothing to the boy, and their meaning mattered less. For nothing,
they told him, could give him back his sight. After that they left him
alone, to wait with what patience he might until the next P. & O.
steamer passed through.
His first visitor was the Chaplain, the most well-meaning of men, whose
voice quavered with pity as he spoke at some length of resignation and
the beauty of cheerfulness in affliction. On his departure, the
Periwinkle caught the rustle of the Sister’s dress.
"Sister," said the boy, "will you please go away for a few minutes. I’m
afraid I have to swear—out loud."
"But you mustn’t," she expostulated, slightly taken aback. "It’s—it’s
very wicked."
"Can’t help that," replied the Periwinkle austerely. "Please go at
once; I’m going to begin."
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