“Oh, sometimes I thought it was sort of fun. One day, I remember, at
school the teacher had us put our hands up and up as we sang, higher
and higher, like this,” and she raised her arms in a gently undulating
motion. “That evening I did it again as I came out, and the people at
the _séance_ all held their breath and whispered, ‘Oh, how beautiful!’
You ought to have heard them,” and Posey laughed as she recalled the
incident. “Yes, sometimes it was no end of fun, but most times I was
tired and sleepy and it was _so_ tiresome. The changing dresses, and
wigs, and all that, and I used to think how stupid the folks were not
to know that it was only me.”
“And were you frightened when they found you out?”
“Frightened? Well, I guess I was! I knew the Madam would be in a rage,
and I didn’t know what they would do to me, either. They tore my wig
off, and crowded round me, and everybody was talking at once, but I
pulled away, somehow, and ran. My, how I did run; ’way up into the
attic! I’d never been there before, but it was some place to hide,
and it wasn’t so bad, for I stumbled onto an old mattress, only I was
afraid there might be rats. But I wasn’t as afraid of the rats as I
was of the people downstairs, and by and by, when it was all still, I
went to sleep. Then in the morning when I waked up and went down the
Madam was gone. She knew that I had no other place in the world to go
to; but she never did care for anybody but herself. I tell you, it was
awful to be turned out so, and not know what to do. I felt almost as
bad as when you saw me this morning.”
“It was a shame,” Ben agreed heartily. “But then she couldn’t have been
a very good woman, anyway. And don’t you think it was just as wrong as
lying to deceive people so?”
“I suppose it was,” Posey admitted simply. “My mamma always told me
never to tell lies, and I don’t mean to; but I began to ‘manifest,’ as
she always called it, when I was so little that I didn’t think anything
about its being right or wrong. I should have had to done it whether I
wanted to or not, for when Madam was cross I tell you I had to stand
round. Besides, that was the way we made our living, and in the city
folks have to have money to live. Here in the country you don’t know
anything about it. Look at the apples in that orchard. I used to go to
the market for Madam and buy a quart of apples. Just six or seven, you
know. Sometimes I could get a market-woman to put on one more, and then
I had that to eat for myself. And milk! Why, we never bought more than
a pint at a time, more often half a pint; and a half a pound or a pound
of butter. You don’t know how strange it did seem to go out and pick
things off as they grew, and to see so much of everything.”
“I wouldn’t want to live that way,” admitted Ben.
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