Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She was running away, but he called her back. Her last words were
cordial enough, though her first had been undoubtedly cross. Few people
like being startled; it sets them at a disadvantage, and in a more or
less ludicrous position. Eugenia had a peculiar dislike to it; she
could not bear to be thought nervous or wanting in self-control, and she
felt conscious that her cheeks had betrayed her momentary panic, and
this added to her annoyance. She had been very desirous of meeting
Gerald Thurston heartily when he came, she wanted to please Sydney and
Frank; she had felt so happy the last few days that she wanted to please
everybody. It was just a little awkward Gerald's arriving in this
unexpected way when she was preoccupied and perhaps a little excited
about other things, but after all it wouldn't matter. Sydney and Frank
would soon make him feel himself at home. So, her momentary annoyance
past, she turned back, and willingly enough, when he called to her to
stop.
"Won't you even shake hands with me, Eugenia?" he said.
There was a strange change in his voice from the bright, eager tone in
which he had first called her by her name, but she was too self-absorbed
to perceive it.
"Of course I will," she replied, heartily, holding out her hand. "I beg
your pardon for forgetting it. But you really did startle me a good
deal, Gerald," she added, looking up with a pretty little air of mingled
apology and reproach.
"Did I?" he said, gently. "I am very sorry."
He had taken her hand and held it, and, anxious now to welcome him
kindly, Eugenia did not at once withdraw it.
"Yes, indeed," she said. "How was I to know you were not a
housebreaker, standing there, you huge person. Fancy meeting you again
for the first time in such a queer way."
She was now fall of brightness and merriment. So like, so very like,
the Eugenia he had left, that he began to recover from the first thrill
of disappointment, to think that perhaps there had been no real cause
for it. This gay, laughing manner was not exactly what he had imagined
hers would be when they first met again; but still it was natural and
unaffected, and she had always had rather a horror of "scenes." And,
after all, if he found her as he had left her, should he not feel
satisfied? He had had no grounds for suspecting that she in the least
returned his feelings, or was even aware of their existence. He was
quite patient enough to begin at the beginning: to teach her by gentle
degrees to love him; to serve, if need be, the old world seven years',
service for her sake, content with slow progress and small signs of her
growing favour. There was but one dread which paralysed him altogether.
What if he were too late?
He let go her hand. He was anxious in no way to ruffle the extreme
sensitiveness he knew so well.
"You don't know how I have looked forward to coming home again all these
long years, Eugenia."
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