Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)Tytler, Sarah
Philosophy
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Tytler, Sarah
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
She had perversely chosen and doggedly stuck to a housemaid’s bedroom,
because it was nearest to Catherine’s room. She had insisted on putting
in for herself the few pins which her holland gown required. She was
so enlivened by her work in the sick-room that she came out of it
looking as fresh as a daisy and as gay as a lark. When she had an hour
to spare, or wanted a little variety, she took it in running about the
town to rout out sickness among the miserable wretches who could not
afford a nurse of any kind, and then in seeking to trace the mischief
to its origin and destroy its sheet anchors of poverty and dirt. She
had caused the two doctors’ hair to stand on end, forced the vicar to
tear what hair was left on his head, and all but driven the youngest
and most enthusiastic of the curates to hang himself. In fine, the
Sister had imparted to Mrs. Hilliard the remarkable information that
she looked on this apparently lowest department of her profession as
in fact the highest, and had been guilty of selecting it for herself.
She had only consented to come down and nurse so swell a patient as
Catherine because she was in extremity, and because the Sister had some
special acquaintance with nervous disorders and skill in treating them.
Catherine had opened her eyes at the princess in disguise, of course
penetrating the disguise, from the first moment she saw her. The sick
woman had come under the spell of the nurse’s vitality until everybody
who could make a diagnosis said the one craze would cast out the other,
the craze of work would expel the craze of lethargy, the craze of
social regeneration would break the back of individual despondency and
despair. Thus Mrs. Hilliard wrote, and Oliver was free to think over
the news.
Catherine alive, in health, awakened from her long unhealthy sleep
with its haunting nightmares! Catherine loosed from her grave-clothes!
Catherine informed of the riches of life, stretching out her hands to
take them for herself and share them with others! If he could but see
and speak with Catherine now, would she not understand him, and feel
with him at last, whatever came of it?
But to see Catherine, with whom all was well, Oliver must abandon Fan
in her tribulation, when, in the light of a fresh trial hanging over
her, she had more need of his help than ever.
Oliver could not find it in his heart to quit his post under such
conditions, though it was also in his heart to writhe and fret at
what might have been, and the possible forfeiture of his own chance
of human happiness. But he was also capable of feeling thankful that
it was—as he had every reason to believe—only his own happiness, not
Catherine’s—above all, not her well-being, which might be at stake.
He was not put to the torture of having to choose between Fan and
Catherine in this supreme sense.
CHAPTER XXVII.
THE LAST PENNY PAID.
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