Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3) — John Shaqi
Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
She was too open and candid in all her actions, and loved her mamma
too well to conceal ultimately from her the pleasant interviews she
had by the moorland tarn "with such a delightful young man;" but
there her confidence ended; she did not give the additional
information that on three successive Sundays, when mamma was too ill
to attend church, he had lingered or walked by the side of her
basket-phaeton, to the manifest annoyance of the Misses Trecarrel, or
that she had faintly promised, _some_ day, to make with him a joint
sketch of certain rocks upon the sea-shore; still less did she
whisper, that in her secret heart she liked him well, or trusted to
time or chance for the establishment of an interchange of thought as
yet concealed, "as though the bridge between them was yet too frail
to cross;" and Constance, occupied solely by solicitude concerning
the now-protracted absence of her husband, did not at first make any
inquiries.
Sybil found the stranger's image, his tones and words recurring
perpetually to her mind in spite of herself, and she blushed at the
conviction. She had few male friends--beyond the burly rector and
old village doctor, perhaps none--and certainly none that she had met
elsewhere proved so graceful and winning as this unknown admirer. To
her partial eyes, he seemed the beau-ideal of manly beauty, while to
those of others--even the Trecarrel girls--he was simply a passably
handsome fellow.
"Why do I think of him at all?" she would ask of herself: "though so
young, he may be married--or engaged--engaged perhaps to that Rose
Trecarrel of whom he seemed so much afraid the other day. Yet he may
surmise the same of me--I, Sybil Devereaux, married!" and then she
laughed at her own conceit.
"There is a depth in the human heart which, once stirred, is long,
long, ere its waters again subside," and this depth he had contrived
to stir in the heart of Sybil. She who had seemed as bright as the
day, and happy as the blackbird that sang on the adjacent rose-trees,
became silent and thoughtful and apt to indulge in dreamy moods.
Old Winny Braddon was the first to detect this; and so she set
herself to watch, and hence the hints she gave to Constance--hints
which caused the production of the sketch-book, with some confusion
on Sybil's part, as recorded in our tenth chapter, and she took her
young favourite to task in the usual mode of old nurses, by
commenting upon the enormity of thinking of love or marriage at her
years.
Now Sybil, like every young girl of her age, had her day-dreams of a
lover, just such a lover as this, but she had not, as yet, thought of
marriage. Such a catastrophe--such a separation from "dearest
mamma"--had not quite entered her mind; but now, by Winny Braddon's
remarks, it seemed to be thrust upon her consideration. She blushed
and felt abashed, as if the modesty of her nature had been assailed,
and her girlish mind was filled with a vague sense of dread and awe,
she knew not of what or of whom.
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