This universe thus conceived would be, if not intelligible, at least
admissible by our reason; but in that universe float billions of worlds
limited by space and time. They are born, they die and they are born
again. They form part of the whole; and we see, therefore, that parts of
that which has neither beginning nor end themselves begin and end. We,
in fact, know only those parts; and they are of a number so infinite
that in our eyes they fill all infinity. That which is going nowhere
teems with that which appears to be going somewhere. That which has
always known what it wants, or will never learn, seems to be eternally
experimenting with more or less ill-success. At what goal is it aiming,
since it is already there? Everything that we discover in that which
could not possibly have an object looks as though it were pursuing one
with inconceivable ardour; and the mind that animates what we see in
that which should know everything and possess itself seems to know
nothing and to seek itself without intermission. Thus all that is
apparent to our senses in infinity gainsays that which our reason is
compelled to ascribe to it. According as we fathom it, we come to
understand how deep is our want of understanding; and, the more we
strive to penetrate the two incomprehensible problems that stand face to
face, the more they contradict each other.
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What will become of us amid all this confusion? Shall we leave the
finite wherein we dwell to be swallowed up in this or the other
infinite? In other words, shall we end by absorption in the infinite
which our reason conceives, or shall we remain eternally in that which
our eyes behold, that is to say, in numberless changing and ephemeral
worlds? Shall we never leave those worlds which seem doomed to die and
to be reborn eternally, to enter at last into that which, from all
eternity, can neither have been born nor have died and which exists
without either future or past? Shall we one day escape, with all that
surrounds us, from this unhappy speculation, to find our way at last
into peace, wisdom, changeless and boundless consciousness, or into
hopeless unconsciousness? Shall we have the fate which our senses
foretell, or that which our intelligence demands? Or are both senses and
intelligence only illusions, puny implements, vain weapons of an hour,
which we never intended to examine or defy the universe? If there really
be a contradiction, is it wise to accept it and to deem impossible that
which we do not understand, seeing that we understand almost nothing? Is
truth not at an immeasurable distance from these inconsistencies which
appear to us enormous and irreducible and which, doubtless, are of no
more importance than the rain that falls upon the sea?
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