Wallace would have “sensible” boots, and would carry an umbrella.
Wallace would exchange views on the subject of politics or chip-carving
with other folk as sober as himself. Wallace would smirk at his
employer, and would eat a Cambridge sausage for his lunch. Wallace would
go to bed at 10.30 P. M. that he might be ready to do these things again
on the morrow. With this reflection there came to Wynne a very glorious
satisfaction.
“I wouldn’t change with you,” he said, and turning on his side fell into
a comfortable and easy sleep.
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[1] The Covent Gardens of Paris.
VIII
The sun was shining brightly when he awoke, and all the little
midinettes were in full song.
Wynne sat up in bed and ate a piece of his bread and drank a glass of
water. Asked why he did so, he cheerfully replied,
“Moi, je suis ruiné.”
Whereupon the maidens laughed very heartily and said he was a droll.
Wynne had become quite used to the little audience across the way and
scarcely took them into consideration. Women, as such, made little or no
impression upon him. He liked them well enough, but never cared to
better his knowledge or acquaintance with any with whom he had come into
contact. Physically they made not the slightest appeal to him—his
senses were inert toward the impulse of sex, and he was given to
criticize contemptuously those of his companions who staked their
emotions in the ways of passion.
“Do not imagine I suffer from moral convictions,” he would say; “but,
according to my views, you attach an importance to these matters out of
all relation to their value.”
The sentence had inflamed to a very high degree the student to whom it
was addressed.
“Fool! Fish!” he had shouted, by way of argument; and again, “Fish!
Fish!”
To a running fire of semi-serious sympathy Wynne dressed himself and
went out. In a sense he was a little distressed to sacrifice his
accustomed cup of early morning chocolate—but this, he argued, was a
matter of small concern. A plethora of victuals stagnates the mind, and
on this day he had every reason to desire a clear head.
In the Elysée Gardens he found a bench and contracted his brow in
meditation. What, he ruminated, were the essentials required to gain a
livelihood? Obviously there was a place for every one in this world, or
mankind would not survive the ordeal of birth. There was a place for
people of every kind of intelligence—a glance at the passers-by proved
it, and proved that even the stupid may sometimes prosper. This being
so, it was obvious that the wise must prosper even more greatly.
“What have I got to sell?” he asked himself. “What have I got that these
other people desire? What can I do that other people can’t do?”
But though he racked his brain he could find no answer to the questions.
After a while he rose and started to walk. He walked fast, as if to
escape from his own thoughts, and Fear, so it seemed, walked by his
side.
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