He tried to think. He was conscious that his mind for some long
indeterminate period had been occupied with the repetition of queer,
vague, broken snatches of things, fantastic things born of illusions,
brain fancies, cobwebby, intangible, which had no meaning, and were
without beginning or end. There was a white beach, very white, and a
full round moon, and the moon winked knowingly while he whittled with a
huge jack-knife at a quill toothpick. And then there was a great chasm
of blackness which separated the beach from some other place that seemed
to have nothing to identify it except this black chasm which was the
passageway to it; and here a man's face, a face that was sinister in
its expression, and both repulsive and unhealthy in its color, was
constantly bending over him, and the man's head was always in the same
posture--cocked a little to one side, as though listening intently
and straining to hear something. And then, in the same place, but less
frequently, there was another face--and this seemed to bring with it
always a shaft of warm, bright sunlight that dispelled the abominable
gloom, and before which the first face vanished--a beautiful, the
wondrously beautiful, face of a girl, one that he had seen somewhere
before, that was haunting in its familiarity and for which it seemed
he had always known a great yearning, but which plagued him miserably
because there seemed to be some unseen barrier between them, and because
he could not recognize her, and she could not speak and tell him who she
was.
John Bruce opened his eyes again. Dimly, faintly, his mind seemed to be
grasping coherent realities. He began to remember fragments of the past,
but it was very hard to piece those fragments together into a concrete
whole. That white beach--yes, he remembered that. And the quill
toothpick. Only the huge jack-knife was absurd! It was at Apia with
Larmon. But he was in a room somewhere now, and lying on a cot of some
sort. And it was night. How had he come here?
He moved a little, and suddenly felt a twinge of pain in his side. His
hand groped under the covering, and his fingers came into contact with
bandages that were wrapped tightly around his body.
And then in a flash memory returned. He remembered the fight in Ratti's
wine shop, the knife stab, and how he had dragged himself along the lane
and climbed in through _her_ window. His eyes now in a startled way were
searching his surroundings. Perhaps this was the room! He could not
be quite sure, but there seemed to be something familiar about it. The
light was very low, like a gas-jet turned down, and he could not make
out where it came from, nor could he see any window through which he
might have climbed in.
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