Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
"Very well," said Carlton; "now I'll tell you exactly on what conditions
you shall have your heart's desire, and I will renounce mine. In spite
of what I hear you've been saying, I have a little money of my own--not
much, indeed--but enough for me to have subsisted upon for these next
years. I am not going to touch a penny of it--I shall pick up a living
for myself elsewhere. Meanwhile I have turned my income into capital
which is now lying in the bank at Lakenhall. It is a trifle under two
thousand pounds, and I want the whole of it to go into the new church.
Wherever I am I ought to be able to earn a little more, either as a
coach or with my pen; so let the offer stand at a church to cost two
thousand pounds. I long to have the building of it. I make no secret of
that. But I have been trying to read my own heart, and I see the
selfishness of such longings; and I have been trying to read your heart,
Sir Wilton, and I see the naturalness of your opposition. So I come to
you and I say, build the church yourself, and I withdraw. Build a better
church out of your abundance, and I will resign as you wish. Give me
your written undertaking, here and now, and you shall have my written
resignation in exchange."
The words clung to his lips; he alone knew what it cost him to utter
them; he alone, in his absolute freedom from the mercenary instinct,
would have felt certain of the result. But the rich man was touched upon
his tender spot. What return was he offered for his money? Who would
thank him for building a church in the heart of the country? The church
could be built by subscription; bad enough to have to head the list.
Besides, he was flushed with triumph; he saw but a beaten man in the
nervous wretch before him. Fancy bribing a beaten man to fly!
"I like your impudence," said Wilton Gleed. "Upon my word! _My_ written
undertaking--to _you_!"
"Do you refuse to give it?" asked Carlton quickly.
"Certainly--to you."
"Undertakings apart, do you entertain my suggestion, or do you not?"
"That's my business."
Carlton felt his patience slipping.
"Do you mean to say that you don't even yet recognise that it's mine
too, as rector of the parish? Are you still so ignorant of the legal
bearings of the situation? God knows, Sir Wilton, it is not for me to
speak of right and wrong; but I do assure you that you're putting
yourself wilfully in the wrong in this matter. You hinder me from doing
my legal duty, and you refuse to assume any responsibility! Suspended or
not, I am bound to keep my chancel, at all events, 'in good and
substantial repair, restoring _and rebuilding when necessary_.'"
Sir Wilton's eyes, fixed as usual, caught fire suddenly.
"Oh, you're bound, are you?"
"Legally bound."
"You're sure that's the law?"
"The very letter of the law, Sir Wilton."
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