Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"The very best of friends. Why this is sheer nonsense, Garth; Dora
would be miserable if she knew how she had hurt you. Take my advice,
dear; sit down and write to her, she is lonely and unhappy, and full
of anxiety about her sister. Tell her that you are serious in what
you said to her; that you are not patient, and do not mean to be;
that she must make up her mind to give you a decided answer, and see
what she says. Do you think she would run the risk of losing you
altogether?"
"It does not matter, I shall not give her the chance of refusing me
again," he returned gloomily. "Thank you for your advice, Langley,
but it has come too late; I have made up my mind that Dora and I will
be better friends apart."
"You have made up your mind after all these years," she said slowly
and regretfully. "Poor Dora! whom we all loved for your sake, and
who is so good and faithful a sister and daughter, so thoroughly
trustworthy and intrinsic! Oh, no, Garth, you could not be so
fickle!"
"You speak as though I have been in love with her all these years,"
returned Garth sullenly. "You know very well, Langley, I have been
perfectly heart-whole all the time. True, I always believed that we
should come together, but it is not my fault if my inclinations no
longer point that way."
"Ah!" Langley uttered no more than that little monosyllable, but the
blood rushed to her brother's face; she knew now what he meant.
"Poor Dora!" she sighed, and then she put up her face and kissed him,
and said good night.
She had come to speak to him about Dora, not of the other one; that
was none of her business. As far as she knew, his choice was not an
unwise one; no one could know Queenie and not love her. She had
grown into all their hearts strangely; but the old friend of their
childhood, Dora!
She went away very sadly after that. Garth made no effort to detain
her. His purposes were not yet ripe enough for confidence; he was a
little shy of whispering them even to himself.
"You are not hurt with me because I ventured to say this to you?" she
asked him, as she was about to move away.
"No; I think I am relieved; it is always best to undeceive people,"
was his sole reply, and then she left him.
Garth enjoyed his solitude uninterruptedly after that, but he was not
quite at ease in his own conscience. Langley's words, few and
temperate as they were, had troubled him. It seemed so strange to
hear her pleading Dora's cause, the very girl whom all these years he
had intended to make his wife.
Should he give her this one chance more? should he write such a
letter that its very sternness should constrain her to answer him?
but no, she might repent and fling herself into his arms, and now his
heart had gone from her.
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