Women -- Great Britain -- Social conditions; Women -- Suffrage -- Great Britain
"It reminds me," I continued, "of a dolls' house I once had, made out of
a packing-case, neatly divided into four compartments, with a staircase
jammed against one side of it and brought to an abrupt termination by
the doorstep. The staircase is exactly like my dolls' house one, so
steep that a false step lands one straight in the front garden with no
conscious interval for falling. Mrs. Jim kindly provides against this
contingency by leaving the front door always open," I added hastily, in
deference to a look of renewed concern.
The lady of the manor agreed that there was something in what I said
about the defects of modern architecture. "They do not build as they
once did," she observed sententiously; "but then, the peasantry is not
what it used to be. If the poor were still thrifty and hard-working, and
did their own brewing and baking----"
"How can they?" I interposed. "You should see Mrs. Bunce's daily attempt
to cook me a milk-pudding in an oven that never bakes anything equally
on both sides, and sometimes refuses to bake at all. Oh! I never know
what or why the poor are supposed to brew, but I do know that they
cannot bake in the houses they are obliged to live in."
"My dear," was the reply I received to all this, "you have only yourself
to blame for seeking impossibilities in a country cottage, when you
might have settled down with your typewriter in the blue room over the
library, and had your meals regularly. I do not pity you in the least."
"I do not pity myself," I said. "The person to be pitied is the person
who cannot escape, never the person who can."
As I walked back to the cottage that was built on the plan of a dolls'
house, I wondered how long it would be before I availed myself of my
privilege of escape. When I first became Mrs. Jim Bunce's lodger, a
polite fiction existed that I was to dwell apart in the two front rooms,
away from the family, a detached and superior position that might have
made the writing of books a possibility. Unfortunately, this magnificent
isolation had to yield to the force of numbers. There was only a
sketchy, ill-fitting door between me and the kitchen, and I shared to
some extent in the family joys and sorrows--they were generally
sorrows--even when this was closed. More often it gave way before sudden
pressure, and burst open to admit a crawling baby, followed by an
assortment of small boys, pigs, chickens, puppies, and anything else
that was young and undisciplined, brought up tempestuously at the rear
by Mrs. Bunce and a broom. The writing of books did not thrive under
these conditions, nor in the more strenuous moments that followed when
the baby girl, bored and whimpering, had been carried off and set upon
the flagstones under my window with nothing more thrilling to engage her
attention than a piece of firewood.
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