At length I made my way back to the house, and although I was its
lawful owner, and although every inch of land for a long distance
around was mine, I felt that I was a stranger and an interloper. It
was cold, too, cold as a vault, and as I passed along, the stone paved
hall made a clanking noise which echoed through the silent rooms. I
heard the wind howling too, and the sea began to roar, and when this
was so there was always a ghostly, weird feeling about our old grey
house.
As if drawn on by a spell, I made my way to the library, and on
arriving there found my mother sitting alone.
"I have been waiting for you, Roger," said my mother quietly. "I felt
there were some things about which I ought to speak to-night, and so
would not retire until I saw you."
"And what about the girls, mother?" I said. "Where are they, and where
is Wilfred?"
"They are all gone to bed. It has been a terrible day for them all,
especially for Ruth, and so I sent them off. Besides, we must speak
alone to-night."
"Speak alone, mother? I thought everything was settled. I am weary,
and desire no business to-night. I have had much to do for three days,
and have more to do to-morrow. I must rest."
"There is such a thing as duty as well as pleasure," said my mother
severely. "You are now Trewinion's lord, and surely it is your duty to
care about the happiness of others. Besides, a mother should ever be
able to command her son?"
"Just so, mother," I said wearily. "Tell me what you wish, and I will
do my best to obey you."
"Roger," she said in an altered tone, "you have had the reputation of
being kind-hearted and generous. I know you have often thought me hard
upon you; but if I have been so, it was only from the desire to make
you gentle as well as generous."
I looked upon her in surprise, and in spite of my sorrow my heart
bounded with hope. Perhaps my father's death had destroyed all hard
feelings, and now I should know the meaning of a mother's love.
"Mother," I said, "I have been rough and harsh. I'll try to be a
better son, and perhaps we may be happy in the future."
A sharp spasm, as if of pain, crossed her face, but she spoke naturally.
"It may be," she went on, "that what I shall say may hurt you, but I
only want to be a kind, loving mother."
My heart warmed more than ever. "I am sure that is your desire,
mother," I said.
She was silent for a minute, and again I saw the look of of pain which
crossed her face.
"Roger," she burst out, "what I have to say nearly kills me," and she
burst into a flood of tears.
I went to her side and soothed her.
"Don't grieve, mother," I said, "and don't say anything that will give
you pain."
"No, no, it's not that," she said, and then cried out, "I can't tell
him, I can't."
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