At 5 I prepared to leave. He said that I looked tired. I said I was
tired from battling with my work in such a bad light. He suggested
trying by electric light, and we agreed on 7 o’clock the next evening.
He sent me home in his car.
OCTOBER 19TH.
Trotsky’s car came at 6.30. Nicholas Andrev had been having tea with me,
and I offered to give him a lift, as he lives somewhere near the War
Ministry. It was snowing hard and there was a driving wind, which lifted
up the frozen snow and blew it about like white smoke. The car had a
hood, but no sides. In the Red Square we punctured. For some time we sat
patiently watching the passers-by falling down on the slippery pavement,
and the horse-carts struggling up the hill. Winter has come very
suddenly and one month too soon. The horses have not yet been shod for
the slippery roads, consequently they can hardly stand up. This morning
I counted four down all at the same moment. In London a fallen horse
attracts a good deal of attention, and a crowd collects, but here no one
even turns his head to look. I have been much laughed at because I stop
to watch, but the method of getting the horse up amuses me. The driver
(man or woman, as the case may be) gets behind and pushes the cart. The
horse, so weak that he has no resisting power, impelled forward by the
shafts, struggles to his feet in spite of himself. No unharnessing is
necessary. This evening, when I became too cold to be interested any
longer by the passers-by falling in the square, I asked the chauffeur if
he had nearly finished. He answered “_Sichas_” which literally
translated is “immediately,” but in practice means to-morrow, or next
week! So I pulled up the fur collar of my inadequate cloth coat, put my
feet up lengthways on the seat, and let Andrev sit on them to keep them
warm. I arrived at Trotsky’s at 7.30. He looked at me and then at the
clock. I explained what had happened. “So that is the reason of your
inexactitude,” he said; an inexactitude which could not in the least
inconvenience him as he did not have to wait for me. He kissed my frozen
hand, and put two chairs for me by the fire, one for me and one for my
feet. When I had melted and turned on all the lights of the crystal
candelabra he said: “We will have an agreement, quite businesslike; I
shall come and stand by the side of your work for five minutes every
half hour.” Of course the five minutes got very enlarged, and we talked
and worked and lost all track of time. When the telephone rang he asked:
“Have I your permission?” His manners are charming. I said to him: “I
cannot get over it, how amiable and courteous you are. I understood you
were a very disagreeable man. What am I to say to people in England when
they ask me: ‘What sort of a monster is Trotsky?’” With a mischievous
look he said: “Tell them in England, tell them----” (but I cannot tell
them!) I said to him: “You are not a bit like your sister.” The shadow
of a smile crossed his face, but he did not answer.
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