The young man's lip quivered, and there was bitterness in his heart as
he remembered his childhood, with its lack of love and tenderness. The
disgrace and misery which he had but half understood had nevertheless
stamped themselves upon the boy's memory, and were still vividly
present with the man after the lapse of twenty years. "My childhood was
far from happy," he said, evasively. "There was so little in it that
could possibly interest you that I should be sorry to annoy you with an
account of it."
"But it does interest me," Hertha said, eagerly. "I do not mean,
however, to be importunate; and if my sympathy annoys you----"
"Your sympathy! with me?" Michael suddenly broke forth, and then paused
as suddenly; but what his lips did not utter his eyes said clearly, as
he gazed as if spell-bound at the young Countess, whose beauty was
certainly not dependent upon dress. She had been bewitchingly lovely in
silk and lace, in the brilliant light of the chandeliers, and to-day,
in her simple, close-fitting, dark-blue riding-habit, she was even
lovelier. Beneath the little hat, with its blue veil, the golden braids
gleamed through the thin tissue, and the eyes beamed brightly. There
was something unusual in her air to-day; she seemed released from the
petty conventional code of the brilliant circle in which she was wont
to move, and as if breathed upon by the mighty mountain world around
her, and this lent her a new and dangerous charm.
"Well?" she said, smiling, without noticing Michael's sudden pause. "I
am waiting."
"For what?"
"For the account of your childhood, which you have not yet given me."
"Nor can I give it you, for I can relate nothing of home or of parental
affection. I have grown up among strangers, I owe everything to
strangers, and, kindly and generously as it was bestowed, I still feel
it as a debt which would crush me to the earth had I not vowed to
myself to pay it by my entire future. At last I have taken the helm
into my own hands, and can steer out into the open sea."
"And can you trust that sea, with its winds and waves?"
"Yes. Trust the sea and it will carry you safely. Of one thing I am
sure, however: I shall never drift ashore on a half-shattered wreck,
thankful to escape with mere life. No, I will either steer my vessel
into port or go to the bottom with it."
He stood erect as he uttered the last words with resolute emphasis.
Hertha looked at him in surprise, and suddenly said, "Strange,--how
like you are at this moment to my uncle Steinrück."
"I? to the general?"
"Extremely like him."
"That must be an illusion," Michael rejoined, coldly. "I regret having
to disclaim the honour of a resemblance to his Excellency, but none can
possibly exist."
"Certainly not; you have not a feature in common; the likeness lies in
the expression, and now it has vanished again. But at that moment you
had the general's eyes, his air, even his voice. It really startled
me."
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