Men -- Russia -- Fiction; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
It was now quite dark, yet, though the sky was clear, to them it seemed
suddenly to have grown gloomy and sad.
“Death is a horrible thing!” said Yourii, turning pale.
Dubova sighed, and gazed into vacancy. Sina’s chin trembled, and she
smiled helplessly. She could not feel so shocked as the others; young
as she was, and full of life, she could not fix her thoughts on death.
To her it was incredible, inconceivable that on a beautiful summer
evening, radiantly pleasant such as this, some one should have to
suffer and to die. It was natural, of course, but, for some reason or
other, to her it seemed wrong. She was ashamed to have such a feeling,
and strove to suppress it, endeavouring to appear sympathetic, an
effort which made her distress seem greater than that of her
companions.
“Oh! poor fellow! … is he really…?”
Sina wanted to ask: “Is he really going to die very soon?” but the
words stuck in her throat, and she plied Dubova with fatuous and
incoherent questions.
“Anatole Pavlovitch says that he will die to-night or to-morrow
morning,” replied Dubova, in a dull voice.
“Shall we go to him?” whispered Sina. “Or do you think that we had
better not? I don’t know.”
This was the question uppermost in the minds of them all. Should they
go and see Semenoff die? Was it a right or wrong thing to do? They all
wanted to go, and yet were fearful of what they should see. Yourii
shrugged his shoulders.
“Let us go,” he said. “Very likely they won’t admit us, and perhaps,
too—”
“Perhaps he might wish to see some one,” added Dubova, as if relieved.
“Come on! We’ll go!” said Sina with decision.
“Schafroff and Novikoff are there,” added Dubova, as if to justify
herself.
Sina ran indoors to fetch her hat and coat, and then they went sadly
through the town to the large, grey, three-storied building, the
hospital where Semenoff lay dying.
The long, vaulted passages were dark, and smelt strongly of iodoform
and carbolic. As they passed the section for the insane, they heard a
strident, angry voice, but no one was visible. They felt scared, and
anxiously hastened towards a dark little window. An old, grey-haired
peasant, with a long white beard and wearing a large apron came
clattering along the passage in his heavy top-boots to meet them.
“Who is it that you wish to see?” he asked, stopping short.
“A student has been brought here—Semenoff—to-day!” stammered Dubova.
“No. 6, please, upstairs,” said the attendant, and passed on. They
could hear him spit noisily on the flooring and then wipe it with his
foot. Upstairs it was brighter and cleaner; and the ceiling was not
vaulted. A door with “Doctors’ Room” inscribed on it stood ajar. A lamp
was burning in this room where a jingling of bottles and glasses could
be heard. Yourii looked inside, and called out. The jingling ceased,
and Riasantzeff appeared, looking fresh and hearty, as usual.
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