France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
Though Wilfrid belonged to the two first divisions of humanity, the men
of force and the men of thought, yet his excesses, his tumultuous life,
and his misdeeds had often turned him towards Faith; for doubt has two
sides; a side to the light and a side to the darkness. Wilfrid had too
closely clasped the world under its forms of Matter and of Mind not to
have acquired that thirst for the unknown, that longing to _go beyond_
which lay their grasp upon the men who know, and wish, and will.
But neither his knowledge, nor his actions, nor his will, had found
direction. He had fled from social life from necessity; as a great
criminal seeks the cloister. Remorse, that virtue of weak beings,
did not touch him. Remorse is impotence, impotence which sins again.
Repentance alone is powerful; it ends all. But in traversing the world,
which he made his cloister, Wilfrid had found no balm for his wounds; he
saw nothing in nature to which he could attach himself. In him, despair
had dried the sources of desire. He was one of those beings who, having
gone through all passions and come out victorious, have nothing more to
raise in their hot-beds, and who, lacking opportunity to put themselves
at the head of their fellow-men to trample under iron heel entire
populations, buy, at the price of a horrible martyrdom, the faculty of
ruining themselves in some belief,--rocks sublime, which await the touch
of a wand that comes not to bring the waters gushing from their far-off
spring.
Led by a scheme of his restless, inquiring life to the shores of Norway,
the sudden arrival of winter had detained the wanderer at Jarvis. The
day on which, for the first time, he saw Seraphita, the whole past of
his life faded from his mind. The young girl excited emotions which he
had thought could never be revived. The ashes gave forth a lingering
flame at the first murmurings of that voice. Who has ever felt himself
return to youth and purity after growing cold and numb with age and
soiled with impurity? Suddenly, Wilfrid loved as he had never loved; he
loved secretly, with faith, with fear, with inward madness. His life was
stirred to the very source of his being at the mere thought of seeing
Seraphita. As he listened to her he was transported into unknown worlds;
he was mute before her, she magnetized him. There, beneath the snows,
among the glaciers, bloomed the celestial flower to which his hopes, so
long betrayed, aspired; the sight of which awakened ideas of freshness,
purity, and faith which grouped about his soul and lifted it to higher
regions,--as Angels bear to heaven the Elect in those symbolic pictures
inspired by the guardian spirit of a great master. Celestial perfumes
softened the granite hardness of the rocky scene; light endowed with
speech shed its divine melodies on the path of him who looked to heaven.
After emptying the cup of terrestrial love which his teeth had bitten as
he drank it, he saw before him the chalice of salvation where the limpid
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