Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
With what loneliness that sin had surrounded her! As she had issued from
the damp, chill atmosphere of the church, the warm airs of the south
quickened within her long-sleeping memories; and with the yearning of
stricken childhood she thought of her mother, to whom she had turned of
yore for sympathy; but that mother's bosom was now a mound of dust. She
looked across the lawn towards the convent where the Mother Superior and
the nuns were sleeping. To-morrow she would stand among them a greater
alien than any stranger. No; she was alone; among the millions of human
beings on the earth of God there was not one on whose heart she could
have rested her own. Not one save him--him--whose love had broken down
all barriers that it might reach and infold her. And him she had
repelled. A joy, new and indescribable, leaped within her that for him,
and not for another she suffered and was bound in this tragedy of her
fall.
Slowly she took her way along the side of the church towards the front
entrance, from which a paved walk led to the convent building. She
reached the corner, she turned, and then she paused as one might pause
who had come upon the beloved dead, returned to life.
For he was sitting on the steps of the church, leaning against one of
the pillars, his face lifted upward so that the moonlight fell upon it.
She had no time to turn back before he saw her. With a low cry of
surprise and joy he sprang up and followed along the side of the church;
for she had begun to retrace her steps to the door, to lock herself
inside. When he came up beside her, she paused. Both were trembling; but
when he saw the look of suffering on her face, acting upon the impulse
which had always impelled him to stand between her and unhappiness, he
now took both of her hands.
"Pauline!"
He spoke with all the pleading love, all the depth of nature, that was
in him.
She had attempted to withdraw her hands; but at the sound of that once
familiar name, she suddenly bowed her head as the wave of memories and
emotions passed over her; then he quickly put his arms around her, drew
her to him, and bent down and kissed her.
VII.
For hours there lasted an interview, during which he, with the delirium
of hope, she with the delirium of despair, drained at their young lips
that cup of life which is full of the first confession of love.
In recollections so overwhelming did this meeting leave Gordon on the
next morning, that he was unmindful of everything beside; and among the
consequences of absentmindedness was the wound that he gave himself by
the careless handling of his gun.
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