Madeline went up-stairs to the drawing-room with a beating heart. She
thought, like her father, that Gervase had thrown off all softer
feelings in the shock of family downfall and overthrow. What so likely
to stun and paralyse a young man with a strong sense of honour, and with
that innate conviction of personal superiority to all rebuffs and
slights of fortune which an English youth’s education gives! Poverty
would not have hurt him; but this mingling of doubt and mystery and
intricate confusing business, the perhaps undeserved applauses of which
his father had been the object for his partial just dealing, the
certainly undeserved suspicion and blame of which he had himself been
the object for completing that justice, the sense of the foundations of
the earth shaken, and the ground failing under his feet, which such
revelations are apt to bring,--all these things were enough, and more
than enough, to upset the fine balance of a mind more delicate than
strong. It had never appeared that Gervase was strong. His
fastidiousness, and what had appeared, even to Madeline, over-delicacy
in respect to the business, augured but little fortitude to resist
actual calamity. She had in her own heart, with a pang which there was
no possibility of ignoring, come to much the same conclusion as her
father, that Gervase’s love had not been robust enough to withstand the
change of all his other conditions. She did not, indeed, believe, nor
did Mr Thursley believe, that any interested motive would induce Gervase
to pretend a sentiment which no longer existed. But she waited with
little doubt as to what he would say to her when he came, with a faint
hope indeed still flickering at the bottom of her heart, but no
expectation that she could feel to be reasonable. He would tell her, she
had little doubt, that he was going away to the ends of the earth,
perhaps back to the West Indies, perhaps to America, where he had made
so many friends.
It was a warm evening, only half dark: the windows were all open, the
spacious room scarcely lighted, in a soft twilight fit for the talk of
lovers, not very fit, Madeline felt, for the sterner communication which
she looked for. She flitted about like a ghost in her white dress,
hesitating whether she should not light candles or ring for additional
lamps. She was still doubting when Gervase came up-stairs. She could
hear him coming up, unaccompanied by any servant, and with a quickened
step, which made her heart beat still more quickly. The stillness of the
room, the faint light, and her evident solitude, which made her afraid,
gave Gervase courage.
“Madeline, you are waiting for me?” he said.
“Surely, Gervase--I hoped--that you were sure to come.”
“You might have known I would come.” He made her sit in the chair where
he had throned her so often, and drew a lower one to her feet. “Thank
heaven that at last I have you to myself! And thank heaven it is all
over and done with, this horrible business that has stood between us!”
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