Napoleonic Wars, 1800-1815 -- Fiction; War stories
"The Court is here and most of the foreign ambassadors. We are waiting
here for the arrival of the Queen of Sardinia, who may or may not come
within the next month or so. This is considered a good post of
observation, but there is very little to observe just now from the
diplomatic point of view. Most of us have exhausted almost all emotions.
Life has grown suddenly very dull. We gossip a little about each other;
we wait for the end of the Vienna Congress and discuss the latest rumour
that floats about. Yes. The play is over, the stage seems empty. If I
were you I would stay a little longer here."
"I certainly mean to stay here for some time," declared Cosmo with
sudden resolution.
"That's right," she continued in the same indifferent tone. "But wait a
few days before you write home. You have awakened old memories in me.
Inconceivably distant," she went on in a voice more expressionless than
ever, "and the dormant feelings of what seems quite another age."
Cosmo smiled at this. The girl with round eyes was keeping perfectly
still with her watchful stare. Madame de Montevesso seemed to read
Cosmo's thoughts.
"Yes," she insisted. "I feel very old and everything is very far. I am
twenty-six and I have been married very nearly ten years now."
Cosmo, looking at her face, thought that those had been the most
agitated ten years of European history. He said, "I have no doubt that
Yorkshire must seem very far away to you."
"I suppose you write very often home?" she said.
Cosmo defended himself from being one of those people who write letters
about their travels. He had no talent for that; and then what could one
write to a young girl like Henrietta and to a man as austere as his
father, who had so long retired from the world? Cosmo had found it very
difficult. Of course he took care to let them know pretty often that he
was safe and sound.
Adèle could see this point of view. She seemed amused by the innocent
difficulties of a young man having no one but a father and a sister to
write to. She ascertained that he had no intimate friend left behind to
whom he could confide his impressions. Cosmo said he had formed none of
those intimacies that induce a man to share his innermost thoughts and
feelings with somebody else.
"Probably your father was like that too," said Madame de Montevesso. "I
fancy he must have been very difficult to please, and still more
difficult to conquer."
"Oh, as to that," said Cosmo, "I can safely say I've never been
conquered," and he laughed boyishly. He confessed further that he had
the habit of thinking contradictorily about most things. "My father was
never like that," he concluded.
The gravity with which she listened to him now disconcerted him
secretly. At last she nodded and opined that his difficulties had their
source in the liveliness of his sympathies. He declared that he suffered
most at times from the difficulty of making himself understood by men of
his own age.
"And the women?" she asked quietly.
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