"Indeed can they, madam. And I am not the first girl who has been
slighted: they all tell me so! But I always held myself high; and it is
no comfort to hear how, when his wedding morning came, Donald M'Rae was
nowhere to be found; or how Jockie Smith deserted Kate Armstrong, after
he had broken a gold piece with her; or how Mary Morrison pined herself
to death for the loss of Jamie Elliot. But I am not one to pine myself
to death! David's wife shall never hear that Amy Evans had so mean a
spirit; no, she shall hear of me cheerful, and contented, madam. And
why should I not be so, when I have such a good, kind lady, whom I love
better--ay, better than I once did David himself!" And now the tears
rained fast from her eyes, which Nature seemed to have intended should
only express sprightliness and warm affection. "But, I beseech you,
madam, speak not to Jean Scott or to Annie Bell of my griefs. They have
never yet seen me weep, and I would not have them know that David's
falsehood had wrung tears from me. I shall not feel it so much after a
while, my lady! And when all is said and done, where could I ever be
so happy as with my kind, my honoured mistress? So you will never say
anything more, my lady, of making Jean Scott your 'tirewoman?"
"Oh no! dear Amy; I should never, never like any one about me so well
as you!"
"I thought so, my lady; and I told Jean Scott I was sure you would
never turn me off, though she prides herself so upon her taste, and the
nimbleness of her fingers, and is always throwing out that the time
will come when she will have my place!" And Amy was half consoled for
the loss of David, when she had ascertained that she retained the same
hold on her mistress's affections. Since the blight which had fallen on
her first and early love, she valued the favour of her lady above all
other earthly goods, and watched over it with the jealous tenderness of
a lover.
Her secluded education, and her own early marriage to so honourable a
man, had prevented the Countess of Nithsdale's having ever witnessed,
much more having ever experienced, the caprice and infidelities of the
other sex. She had heard and read of them, as of matters undoubtedly
true, but as never likely to come under her own immediate cognizance;
and she was astonished at Amy's treating a lover's desertion of his
mistress as an event of common occurrence. She wondered still more that
pride should, in a low-born country maiden's heart, almost overbalance
the more instinctive feeling of love. That a noble damsel should resent
any slight was indispensable to her birth and breeding; and the proud
blood of the Herberts mantled in her cheeks at the mere imagining such
a case. But she thought, had she been lowly born, pride could never
have sustained her under so cruel a blow. She forgot that, in all ranks
alike, each feels the eyes of his equals upon him,--that the lowest,
as well as the highest, have their world, before whom to blush is
degradation.
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