The Andersons : $b Brother and sister — John Shaqi
The Andersons : $b Brother and sisterGiberne, Agnes
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The Andersons : $b Brother and sister
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction; Uncles -- Fiction
Felix did not this time rush off to Mr. Kelly. He went to his work as
usual, scarcely half-an-hour late, for the telegram had arrived early:
and except that he looked pale and stern, no one would have supposed
anything unusual to have occurred. It never so much as came into his
mind to ask to remain away from work. Nothing could have been more
distasteful than to sit still and think.
The shock did not affect his health; it only caused a species of mental
dizziness. Life seemed to wear vague aspect, with all its ordinary
curves altered, like the changed slant of a landscape, looked upon
from the position of one lying prone on a hill-side. Such disorganised
glimpses came to him from time to time, through unbending attention
to work; and waves of angry sorrow rose, when by sheer force of habit
his mind reverted to its accustomed aim—that little future home, which
Cecilia now would never need. Yet none of his accounts were wrong.
A letter came from Prue next morning, containing many details. She
spoke of the last meeting between the sisters, and she mentioned
slightly Cecilia's agitation: but the direct message to Felix himself
was through Lettice, and with that Prue would not meddle. The funeral
was to be on Monday afternoon: and Dr. Bryant had telegraphed that he
would be present.
"Mr. Anderson of course would go also. Could he not stay at the Farm
from Saturday till Tuesday or Wednesday?"
"No: certainly not!" Felix decided this at once, with his unnecessary
vehemence, crushing the sheet in his hand. Even for Lettice's sake, he
would not be indebted to the Valentines further than was unavoidable.
Things were bad enough already. If he had not feared to show disrespect
to Cecilia's memory, he would have stayed away altogether. The thought
of seeing Dr. Bryant would alone have been almost enough to deter him.
But he knew what would be said: and a weak little pencil scrawl from
Lettice implored him to go.
Felix was pre-disposed to dislike the Valentines. He objected much to
certain things in this letter of Prue's. What business had she to speak
of Cecilia's "hope" and "trust," in terms which distinctly implied that
they were new, the outcome of a recent experience? If Cecilia had not
before been so ready for the great change impending, this would at once
leave him where she had stood, would place him apart from her in a kind
of outside category, as requiring still what Sissie had somehow found.
Felix would accept no such view of the question. He "pished" over it
indignantly.
"A set of fanatics!" he declared, with the glib contempt of ignorance:
and he flung the letter on the fire, careless that it contained
a message to Mr. Kelly. He would not go in Mr. Kelly's way. Miss
Valentine might write to Mr. Kelly herself, if she chose. Nor would he
spend a long Sunday at the Farm, to be talked at and preached to. So he
telegraphed that he would go on Monday; and he wrote a line to Lettice,
making the excuse that he must wait for his mourning.
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