The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 17, No. 100, February, 1866: A Magazine of Literature, Science, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 17, No. 100, February, 1866: A Magazine of Literature, Science, Art, and Politics
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After that I said no more to him, but determined to be free. My brother
Charles was of like mind; but we kept our thoughts to ourselves. How old
I was then I do not know; but from what the neighbors told me, I must
have been about seventeen. Slaveholders are particular to keep the
pedigree and age of favorite horses and dogs, but are quite indifferent
about the age of their servants, until they want to purchase. Then they
are careful to select young persons, though not one in twenty can tell
year, month, or day. Speaking of births,--it is the time of
"corn-planting," "corn-husking," "Christmas," "New Year," "Easter," "the
Fourth of July," or some similar indefinite date. My own time of birth
was no more exact; so that to this day I am uncertain how old I am.
About the time of the conversation last narrated, Jefferson Dorsey, a
planter near by, had a butchering. One of Dorsey's men met me, and said
that they wanted more help, and that Master Mack said I might go and
lend a hand. Thinking that he spoke truth, I did not ask permission, but
went, and stayed until noon. I soon learned, however, that the man had
deceived me.
Master Mack, when told by some of the people where I was, sent my
brother John after me, with the threat of a whipping. On reaching home,
the women also told me that master would almost kill me. This excited me
greatly, and I replied,--
"Master Mack is 'most done whipping me."
When I went in to see him, I saw plainly enough that his face foretold a
storm.
"Boy," said he, "yoke up the oxen, and haul a load of wood."
I went at once, and did the task; but, to my dismay, there he stood at
the stable. I had to drive near to him; and as he evidently intended to
catch me, I was all vigilance.
"When you unload that wood, come to me, Sir," he said.
I made no reply, but unloaded the wood, left the oxen standing, and
stole away to Dorsey's, where I staid until the next day. Then I
prevailed upon Samuel Dorsey to go home with me. Master Mack told me to
go to my work, and he would forgive me; but the next time he would pay
me for "the new and the old." To work I went; but I determined not to be
paid for "the new and the old."
This all occurred in the month of May. Everything went on well until
June, when the long-sought-for opportunity presented itself. I had been
making preparations to leave ever since Master Mack had threatened me;
yet I did not like to go without first having a difficulty with him.
Much as I disliked my condition, I was ignorant enough to think that
something besides the fact that I was a slave was necessary to exonerate
me from blame in running away. A cross word, a blow, a good fright,
anything, would do, it mattered not whence nor how it came. I told my
brother Charles, who shared my confidence, to be ready; for the time was
at hand when we should leave Old Maryland forever. I was only waiting
for the first crooked word from my master.
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