The young fellow whom they call John said he knew all about it; he had
just lighted a cheroot the other day, when a tremendous conviction all at
once came over him that he had done just that same thing ever so many
times before. I looked severely at him, and his countenance immediately
fell—_on the side toward me_; I cannot answer for the other, for he can
wink and laugh with either half of his face without the other half’s
knowing it.
—I have noticed—I went on to say—the following circumstances connected
with these sudden impressions. First, that the condition which seems to
be the duplicate of a former one is often very trivial,—one that might
have presented itself a hundred times. Secondly, that the impression is
very evanescent, and that it is rarely, if ever, recalled by any
voluntary effort, at least after any time has elapsed. Thirdly, that
there is a disinclination to record the circumstances, and a sense of
incapacity to reproduce the state of mind in words. Fourthly, I have
often felt that the duplicate condition had not only occurred once
before, but that it was familiar and, as it seemed, habitual. Lastly, I
have had the same convictions in my dreams.
How do I account for it?—Why, there are several ways that I can mention,
and you may take your choice. The first is that which the young lady
hinted at;—that these flashes are sudden recollections of a previous
existence. I don’t believe that; for I remember a poor student I used to
know told me he had such a conviction one day when he was blacking his
boots, and I can’t think he had ever lived in another world where they
use Day and Martin.
Some think that Dr. Wigan’s doctrine of the brain’s being a double organ,
its hemispheres working together like the two eyes, accounts for it. One
of the hemispheres hangs fire, they suppose, and the small interval
between the perceptions of the nimble and the sluggish half seems an
indefinitely long period, and therefore the second perception appears to
be the copy of another, ever so old. But even allowing the centre of
perception to be double, I can see no good reason for supposing this
indefinite lengthening of the time, nor any analogy that bears it out.
It seems to me most likely that the coincidence of circumstances is very
partial, but that we take this partial resemblance for identity, as we
occasionally do resemblances of persons. A momentary posture of
circumstances is so far like some preceding one that we accept it as
exactly the same, just as we accost a stranger occasionally, mistaking
him for a friend. The apparent similarity may be owing perhaps, quite as
much to the mental state at the time, as to the outward circumstances.
—Here is another of these curiously recurring remarks. I have said it,
and heard it many times, and occasionally met with something like it in
books,—somewhere in Bulwer’s novels, I think, and in one of the works of
Mr. Olmsted, I know.
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