China -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction; Missionaries, Medical -- Fiction
"I have a pass from General Yen. I have got by on it so far. If I
can get you out, will you come?"
"No," said Miss Reed. "I don't think it would be wise."
The Doctor turned from them and slumped forward in his chair till his
long legs stretched straight in front of him. He folded his arms
across his chest and stared at the floor. He looked as if he were
going to sleep, worn out by discouragement. Miss Reed added little
flourishes to her invisible designs, and Miss Minton breathed out an
explosive, "Well!"
Megan said, "I think you ought to reconsider, Miss Reed. The Doctor
has been working for days to get you safely out. I think you ought
to do as he says."
"You must really let me use my own judgment," replied Miss Reed, but
she did not look at Megan, only at the Doctor, and Megan saw she drew
a positive intoxication from this opposition of their wills. She
felt as if it were a taut cord between them which, as soon as Miss
Reed gave in, would snap and leave them separated once more.
"Horrible woman," she said to herself. "If Mrs. Jackson were here
she would know what to say to her. One commonplace word from her
would shatter the spell." For she knew it was useless to talk to her
of sacrifice and death and torture. She had already accepted these
possibilities with complacency. Exasperation with Miss Reed began to
take possession of her. She looked at her watch and saw it was after
five o'clock. In a short time, she was not sure how short, it would
be daylight. She looked at the Doctor. His head sunk between his
shoulders was the head of a sick old bird of prey.
Perhaps he felt he had undergone enough humiliation even for the sake
of saving their lives. As she looked at him, he came to a decision.
His head jerked up from his chest; he said shortly:
"You are probably right. I believe after all you are safer here."
"Yes, that is what I think." Miss Reed drew in a deep breath and
laid down her pencil. "I feel sure I am right."
The Doctor got up and took out his watch.
"I forgot this doesn't run," he said, "it hasn't for the last week,
but I don't seem to remember to have it fixed. What time is it, Miss
Davis?"
"Five ten."
"Well, shall we once more brave the dangers of Chapei?" He spoke
again with his air of using English laboriously. "Unless, like Miss
Reed, you prefer the safety of the orphanage. How about that? I
don't like to ask you to take a chance that she is not willing to
take."
"Oh, I'm willing."
"Good," he said cheerfully. "I am proud of you!"
Megan buttoned up her coat. The Doctor had taken his off and it hung
over the back of his chair. As he lifted it to put it on, Miss Reed
ran around the table and held it for him.
"Thank you, thank you," he said.
There was no trace of irritation in his face. Looking at Miss Reed
Megan saw in her eyes an empty look as if one feeling had evaporated
too quickly for another immediately to take its place.
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