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And here we must interpose a little of our skepticism, if but to
gratify an habitual craving in us. We do not doubt that Khalid's
self-sufficiency is remarkable; that his courage--on paper--is quite
above the common; that the grit and stay he shows are wonderful; that
his lofty aspirations, so indomitable in their onwardness, are great:
but we only ask, having thus fortified his soul, how is he to fortify
his stomach? He is going to work, to be a menial, to earn a living by
honest means? Ah, Khalid, Khalid! Did you not often bestow a furtive
glance on some one else's checkbook? Did you not even exercise therein
your skill in calculation? If the bank, where Shakib deposits his
little saving, failed, would you be so indomitable, so dogged in your
resolution? Would you not soften a trifle, loosen a whit, if only for
the sake of your blood-circulation?
Indeed, Shakib has become a patron to Khalid. Shakib the poet, who
himself should have a patron, is always ready to share his last dollar
with his loving, though cantankerous friend. And this, in spite of all
the disagreeable features of a friendship which in the Syrian Colony
was become proverbial. But Khalid now takes up the newspapers and
scans the Want Columns for hours. The result being a clerkship in a
lawyer's office. Nay, an apprenticeship; for the legal profession, it
seems, had for a while engaged his serious thoughts.
And this of all the professions is the one on which he would graft his
scion of lofty morality? Surely, there be plenty of fuel for a
conflagration in a lawyer's office. Such rows of half-calf tomes, such
piles of legal documents, all designed to combat dishonesty and fraud,
"and all immersed in them, and nourished and maintained by them." In
what a sorry condition will your Morality issue out of these bogs! A
lawyer's clerk, we are informed, can not maintain his hold on his
clerkship, if he does not learn to blink. That is why Khalid is not
long in serving papers, copying summonses, and searching title-deeds.
In this lawyer's office he develops traits altogether foreign to his
nature. He even becomes a quidnunc, prying now and then into the
personal affairs of his superiors. Ay, and he dares once to suggest to
his employer a new method of dealing with the criminals among his
clients. Withal, Khalid is slow, slower than the law itself. If he
goes out to serve a summons he does not return for a day. If he is
sent to search title-deeds, he does not show up in the office for a
week. And often he would lose himself in the Park surrounding the
Register's Office, pondering on his theory of immanent morality. He
would sit down on one of those benches, which are the anchors of
loafers of another type, his batch of papers beside him, and watch the
mad crowds coming and going, running, as it were, between two fires.
These puckered people are the living, moving chambers of sleeping
souls.
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