It says much for Nelson’s indomitable pluck and recuperative powers,
as well as for his keen interest in the service, that he allowed only
two days to intervene before he penned a letter with his left hand to
the Admiral. That he was depressed is obvious, that he still had a
fund of grim humour is equally evident by the quaint postscript. The
communication runs as follows:
_Theseus, July 27th, 1797._
“MY DEAR SIR,
“I am become a burthen to my friends, and useless to my Country;
but by my letter wrote the 24th,[20] you will perceive my anxiety
for the promotion of my son-in-law, Josiah Nisbet.[21] When I
leave your command, I become dead to the World; I go hence, and am
no more seen. If from poor Bowen’s loss,[22] you think it proper
to oblige me, I rest confident you will do it; the Boy is under
obligations to me, but he repaid me by bringing me from the Mole
of Santa Cruz.
“I hope you will be able to give me a frigate, to convey the
remains of my carcase to England. God bless you, my dear Sir, and
believe me, your most obliged and faithful,
“HORATIO NELSON.
“You will excuse my scrawl, considering it is my first attempt.
“Sir John Jervis, K.Bth.”
In another despatch to his senior officer the leader of the ill-fated
expedition avers that “A left-handed Admiral will never again be
considered as useful, therefore the sooner I get to a very humble
cottage the better, and make room for a better man to serve the
State.” The noble Earl’s reply must have been as healing balm to the
wounded body and depressed spirit of the man whose brilliant success
had been followed so quickly by disastrous failure. “Mortals cannot
command success;” he begins, “you and your Companions have certainly
deserved it, by the greatest degree of heroism and perseverance that
ever was exhibited.” Such praise from St Vincent was praise indeed,
and he whimsically concludes by saying that he will “bow to your stump
to-morrow morning, if you will give me leave.”
On the 20th August 1797, Nelson struck his flag on the _Theseus_ and
hoisted it on the _Seahorse_, in which ship he made “a very miserable
passage home.” He arrived at Spithead on the 1st September and
proceeded to Bath. To his brother he reported that his health “never
was better, and my arm is in the fairest way of soon healing.” He
intended to journey to London, perhaps pay a short visit to Norfolk
“for a few days, especially if a decent house is likely to be met with
near Norwich; but Wroxham very far indeed exceeds my purse. Bath will
be my home till next spring.” On the other hand Lady Nelson wrote on
the same date that her husband suffered “a good deal of pain--the arm
is taken off very high, near the shoulder,” and he only obtained rest
by resorting to opium.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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