Elise had not been a woman if Rutledge’s impersonal "we" and "us" and
suggestion of persons immune to her charms had not piqued her. He need
not put his change of heart so bluntly, she thought. Yet what incensed
her was not the loss of his love, but that that love had been so poor
and frail a thing.
"I am glad you guarantee a full supply of the raw material, Mr.
Rutledge. It is a very interesting study, I think, to watch the effect
of the—current—on youths of different temperaments: on the black-haired,
black-eyed one who raves and swears his love—to two women in the same
month; or the light-haired, blue-eyed one who laughs both while the
current is on and when it is off; or the red-headed lover who will not
take ’no’ for an answer; or the gray-eyed, brown-haired man who would
appear indifferent while his heart is consuming with a passion that
changes not even when hope is gone. I will depend on you to see that
they all come along, Mr. Rutledge—even to that young Congressman over
there who is so devoted to Lola," she added in an undertone, "if he can
be persuaded to change his court."
"Oh, he will come. His present devotion does not signify. There is
nothing true but Heaven," Rutledge replied, not to be outdone in
cynicism by this young woman who had quite taken his breath away with
her impromptu classification of lovers. His own hair was black and his
eyes, like hers, were gray; and he saw she was making sport of him under
both categories and yet betraying not her real thought in the slightest
degree.
"Beware, Mr. Rutledge. Only woman may change her mind. Men must not
usurp our prerogative."
"True," said Rutledge; "but a man does not know his mind or his heart
either till he’s forty. He is not responsible for the guesses he makes
before that time. After that, he knows only what he does _not_ want
which is much; and, if undisturbed, can enjoy a negative consistency and
content."
"I may not defend the sex against such an able and typical
representative," said Elise as the diners arose.
Neither of these wholesome-minded young people had any taste for such a
fictitious basis of conversation; but each was on the defensive against
the supposed attitude of the other, and the moment their thoughts went
outside conventional platitudes they were given an unnatural and cynical
twist. Both felt a sense of relief when the evening was past. But
despite this condition, which prevailed during Elise’s visit, Rutledge
could not put away the desire to see as much of her as an assumption of
indifference would permit, if only with the unformulated hope that he
might catch unawares if but for a moment the unstudied good camaraderie
and congenial spirit which had won his heart on the St. Lawrence. But
the sensitive consciousness of one or the other ever had been present to
exorcise the natural spirit from their conversations.
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