The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and Science — John Shaqi
The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and ScienceVarious
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The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and Science
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My sister Livia was of the number of these holy exiles. A convent of her
order, not far from Paris, was assigned her as a refuge, and it was there
I had the joy of once more seeing her calm, angelic face. How much we
had to say to each other! How truly united we now were! What a pleasure
to again find her attentive ear, her faithful heart, and her courageous,
artless soul! But when, after the long account I had to give her, I
asked her to tell me, in her turn, all she had suffered from the sudden,
violent invasion, the profanation of a place so dear and sacred to her,
and the necessity of bidding farewell to the cloudless heavens, the
beautiful mountains, and all the enchanting scenery of the country she
loved, she smiled:
“What difference does all that make?” said she. “Only one thing is sad:
that they who have wronged us should have done us this injury. As for us,
the only real privation there is they could not inflict on us; the only
true exile they could not impose. _Domini est terra et plenitudo ejus!_
No human power can separate us from him!”
* * * * *
And now there remains but little to add.
The happiness of this world, such as it is, in all its fulness and its
insufficiency, Gilbert and Stella possess. Diana also, without being
obliged to leave her mother, has found a husband worthy of her and the
dear sanctuary of all that is noble. Mario makes frequent journeys
to France to visit his sisters, each in her retreat, and his former
asperities seem to grow less and less. Lando and Teresina also come to
see me every time they visit Paris, and I always find in him a sincere
and faithful friend; but it is very difficult to convince him I shall
never marry again, and still more so to make him understand how I can be
happy.
Happy!… Nevertheless I am, and truly so! I am happier than I ever
imagined I could be on earth; and if life sometimes seems long, I have
never found it sad. Order, peace, activity, salutary friendship, a divine
hope, leave nothing to be desired, and like one[7] who, still young,
likewise arrived through suffering to the clearest light, I said, in my
turn: Nothing is wanting, for “_I believe, I love, and I wait!_”
Yes, I await the plenitude of that happiness, a single ray of which
sufficed to transform my whole life. I bless God for having unveiled the
profound mystery of my heart, and enabled me to solve its enigma, and
to understand with the same clearness all the aspirations of the soul
which constitute here below the glory and torment of our nature! I render
thanks to him for being able to comprehend and believe with assurance
that the reason why we are so insatiable for knowledge, for repose, for
happiness, for love, for security, and for so many other blessings never
found on earth to the extent they are longed for, is because “we are all
created _solely_ for what we cannot here possess!”[8]
MARCH.
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