Sydney stopped speaking, touched something, and the light was
extinguished; then as he placed his hand on mine, I found that I was
looking into a room which was lighted by a number of shaded candles. A
man of about thirty was standing with his back to a log fire, and a girl
was lying on a sofa near him. The girl was the same I had previously
recognized as Vera; the man I had little doubt was Lord Vancome. He was
speaking in a low tone, but every word was distinct.
"How cruel you are to me, Miss Soudin! The very softness of your voice
but adds to the bitterness of your words!" Then coming a little nearer
and speaking still lower; "Vera!--I must call you Vera, just to hear the
word--if you could but know for one moment what it is to be a man and to
see such loveliness, and yet not to be able to approach it; to have to
stand off and to be told that it belongs to another. If you could only
know, you would have pity before you send me from you for ever! How can
you be so cruel?"
"Oh, Lord Vancome!" said Vera, "I wish you would not talk like that; you
know I do not wish to be unkind, but you must remember I am engaged, and
it would be very wrong to let any one kiss me."
"Wrong! You dear innocent thing!" he answered; "how small is your
knowledge of the world! Do you think girls never let any but one man
kiss them? And what harm would it do? Do you fancy a kiss leaves any
mark behind that would betray us? No, the only mark will be upon my
life, a mark of brightness in the gloom!"
"Oh! but I really could not!" she replied; but even as she said the
words, her up-turned face, her eyes, her lips, denied them, and she knew
it; and the spirits of evil and of good knew it; and the man who stood
trembling with passion over her, knew and took advantage of it. As he
did so the scene vanished.
Sydney turned on the light, and then said--"That is what I saw; but what
I felt it is impossible to describe. The girl lying there listening to
the stage-learned sentimental drivel of a half-drunken blackguard--that
she could not see through it--that she was unable to distinguish the
laugh behind the scenes, or know that at some future date the details
exaggerated would be retailed to a club audience--that she should let
him even kiss her!
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