The Bishop did not actually doze off, however, but sat resting quietly
in the peaceful borderland of sleep. The threadbare house that
harbored him was very silent. From time to time, across his dim worn
face, fancies flickered, bright as a caged bird’s dreaming. Out of the
engulfing vagueness of his brain, Annie came to him, the child-woman of
long ago. His boat was rocking at the little pier waiting, as she came
tripping down the terraces. He saw the upward sweep of the round young
arms as she opened the high wrought-iron gate. She wore a white muslin
sprigged with yellow, wide-skirted and flounced. The live brown of her
hair was swept back into a net. Her face was soft olive and rose, her
lips parted, and the eyes grave and steady, a child’s. On either side
about the high black portals of the gate pulsed and flamed wee yellow
roses. Slim, sturdy boy that he was, something had shaken him in that
moment like a tossed leaf. Even now, old and dim in his chair, it was
not the sense of her lips beneath his sudden ones that he remembered;
it was that there in that instant he saw her eyes change forever to a
woman’s. And the boy, all a-quiver with strong youth as he was, he,
too, in that moment had changed into a man, a man forever reverent
before the mystery he had wakened. The Bishop’s hand tightened on the
chair arm, for he remembered that at last, at last, Annie was coming
back to him. He was waiting for her to come in.
Again thought shifted many a year; and he sat expectant of a knock,
light, imperative, merry, Nan’s evening knock. The door swung in and
she entered, that tall, slim girl of his. She wore a white dress girt
about in the absurd panniers of the eighties. Her dark hair was looped
low at her neck. She had her mother’s brooding brown eyes lightened by
her father’s twinkle. She sank on a hassock at his knee, folding her
long figure up in a trick of grace she had.
“Ready to hear a secret, father?”
As on so many, many evenings, he was ready to hear a secret, the
secrets a motherless girl may tell to her father. The Bishop remembered
still one secret she had told him which had seemed to be a fine silk
thread cutting his heart in two, for the father, listening, knew that
the man Nan loved was not worthy of her. Then a tiny smile touched the
worn old lips, a smile of pride, half-jealous, at the memory that it
was her father, not her husband, that Nan had first told about her
little baby. The father’s blood, even now, beat faster at the thought
of that remembered hope. Then again he saw the wee waxen form on Nan’s
arm. But instantly mysterious glad expectancy swept that sight from
him as he recalled that even now he was listening for Nan’s tap-tap at
his study door, Nan, once more coming to tell him a secret, a secret
blithe, unguessed.
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