Two pounds! It was an insult to that dear, little, old, white-haired
lady who had scraped and saved to buy him the best she knew.
"It cost ten pounds!" John said boldly.
"Ten pounds!" The laugh he gave was like the breaking of glass. "The
person who gave ten pounds for that must have wanted to get rid of money
in a hurry."
Wanted to get rid of money in a hurry! If he could have seen the number
of dainty shawls the thin white fingers had knitted and the trembling
hands had sold in order to amass the fortune of that ten pounds, he
would not have talked of hurry.
"I’ll give you two pounds five," he had added. "Not a farthing more and
if you take it away somewhere else and then bring it back here again,
I’ll only give you two pounds, what I said at first."
When the blood is mounting to your forehead, when it seems you are
crushed about by those watching your discomfort till the warmth of their
pressing, phantom bodies brings the perspiration out in beads upon your
face, you will take anything to get away.
The pawnbroker had made out the ticket as John mumbled his name and
address.
"Got a penny--a penny for the ticket?" said the man.
To be compelled to make this confession--the most unabsolvable of
all--that he had nothing in his pocket, was the crisis to his suffering.
The high priest sniffed, smiled and counted out two pounds four and
elevenpence. Then John had turned and fled.
Out in the street again, he had breathed once more. The air was purer
there. The passers-by, hearing the money jingle in his pocket, held him
in higher esteem than did those devotees in the chapel of unredemption.
He could even stop and look in the windows of the jeweller’s shop--that
open, smiling face of a shop window which, beneath its smug and shiny
respectability, concealed all the secret, sordid crimes of poverty--the
polished pledges unredeemed, that lay deceptively upon the glass shelves
as though they had come just new from the maker’s hands.
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