I looked at her. Quietly, and without any ostentation, she gave me back
glance for glance. Something from her eyes seemed to get into my veins.
"Suppose it was not yours to choose?"
"It would be were I a man."
"It certainly has never yet been mine."
"Then you certainly are not a man."
Her high-faluting amused me. That the little, brown-haired, blue-eyed
thing should talk in such an inflated strain! And yet I felt that if
she had been a man she would have gone for the gloves--nay, that though
she was a woman she might go for them still.
She went on--
"That is the very essence of being a man; that he can choose what he
will be and do."
"You are on the wrong track. He might choose to win the Derby--plenty
of them do--but the odds are he will fail."
"He might try."
"And come a cropper. Men of that sort get posted every settling day. If
he is a cautious man he will limit his range of choice to things which
are within his reach."
"Are you a cautious man?"
As I met her eyes I could not have told her. I seemed to see so clearly
in them something which was not caution, something which thrilled and
kept time with a pulse of mine. While I hesitated Sir Haselton
appeared--his dress shoes making the shortness of his trousers still
more conspicuous. Immediately after, dinner was announced.
They always feed you well at Jardine's, and it seems to me that lawyers
generally do. And, though to look at him you might not think it,
Jardine can drink with any man--perhaps to counterbalance the dryness
of his profession. And he has some stuff worth drinking. His guests can
do as they please; he himself is old-fashioned--he sticks to the cloth
when the women are gone. That evening, bearing the hint in his note in
my mind, I stuck to it with him.
I was curious to know what it was he wanted to say to me; it took me
aback when it came.
I lit up when Dora had gone--Jardine does not smoke--post-prandial
wine-drinkers seldom do. As he leaned back in his chair a lean, dried
up, insignificant little chap he looked; but whoever, on that account,
would have liked to have tried a fall with him would have done well to
get up early. The fingers of his left hand grasped the stem of his
wineglass, but, used though I was to his trick of peering through his
half-shut eyes, I could not make out if he was looking at me or at the
glass.
"Townsend, I want to say something to you in confidence."
I nodded; though I don't mind owning that I felt a bit uneasy. He might
have wanted to say all sorts of things to me in what he called
confidence--and he was the sort of man to say them too. His next words,
however, reassured me.
"I am not a man of strong likes or dislikes"--I should rather say he
wasn't, being about the most bloodless creature going!--"but I like
you, if you will excuse me, Townsend."
"Excuse you, sir? You flatter me too much."
He smiled--if the wrinkling of his thin lips could be called a smile.
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